I Promise || Sibling Book 1

Part 59 ⚠️

⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️
 

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You sat under the shower, water running down along with your tears. You sobbed to yourself quietly, rubbing and scratching your arms, waist, stomach and neck. After getting tired, you finally stood up and stared at yourself, checking if you were clean yet or not. Your skin looked red due to all the harsh scrubbing you had done. Your face looked a tiny bit puffed as a result of crying for this long.

You looked around in the cabinets finding a razor or something. But there was nothing. Maybe Jungkook took it and started keeping a record of his razors after he found out about you hurting yourself.

You sighed and got dressed, stepping out completely exhausted. You sat on your bed and stared at nowhere in particular. Your eyes landed on your clothes you were wearing.

Dirty

You stood up and took them. The skirt and the shirt which you once liked, now disgusted you. You walked out of your room and went downstairs to the dustbin, since you didn't wanted these in your room. The boys looked at you, but you didn't.

"You wanna put them in the laundry?" Jin asked. You didn't answer- Oh you didn't hear him. The boys were confused as to what you were going to with the clothes in your hands. Jungkook stood up, looking at you. The others watched as you dumped those clothes into the dustbin. The boys had a soft expression.

Jungkook came and hugged you. You looked up at him but didn't say anything. You didn't had anything to say.

"Its okay." He said, rubbing circles on your back. You closed your eyes and placed your head against his chest. Remembering that day when you were playing and talked about heartbeat being a beautiful thing, a small smile made its way to your lips for a while as your mind was diverted from today's incident.

Jin and the others smiled at you. Jungkook noticed their smiles and looked down at your face.

"What happened?" He asked in a whisper.

"Heartbeat..." You said, "remember?" He smiled and nodded.

"Hmm, its beautiful."

You nodded stayed quiet for a bit before saying, "I'm tired, I'll go and sleep."

"Eat something first. Its not nice to stay hungry for that long." He said.

"I'm not hungry" you shook your head.

"You are, I know" Jungkook said, and made you sit on one of the stools in the kitchen. "Noodles?"

"Nothing, I don't wanna eat." You said.

"Please eat something princess."

"I'm not hungry oppa"

"How about Jinnie cooks for us?"

You shook your head. He sighed finally giving up. Jimin will come back and feed you. You stood up and went upstairs back to your room and laid on the bed. You closed your eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep, hugging one of your pillows.
   

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"Should I go check on her?" Jungkook said.

"She's sleeping" Hoseok said, "I just had a look while coming down." Jungkook nodded and laid on the couch, resting his head on Taehyung's lap.

"Take a nap if you want by the time I cook." Jin said. Jungkook nodded and stretched his body. Taehyung rested his head back on the head rest and closed his eyes as he yawned.