BNHA x READER ( todorokis sister )

chappy 20.. disorder?

" so yeah then I kinda just went into it . i'm really sorry I just assumed I know it was wrong I was just in the moment and "

kiri was trying apologize again for the kiss and you zoned him out after the other 7 times he tried to apologize in those few minutes of sitting at the table. you stared down at your milk nervous to take another sip because you felt bakugous scarlet eyes stuck on you watching your every move like he was studying you . you began to tap your thumb against the milk box and that was the last straw for him

" A-are you uncomfortable? I-I can go if want" bakugou spoke not completely meaning it he really wanted to apologize even if it was in front of weird hair he only agreed to let him come because he thought him being there would make you feel a little safer and comfortable enough for bakugou to talk to you .

" i'm not i'm just scared" you said looking away from your milk box to your lap fiddling with your fingers

" do you mea- y/n are you?" bakugou was tripping over his words until he finally got them out sadly

" y/n are you afraid of me?"

you felt bad for telling him but you had to be honest him screaming in your face really reflected bad on your shiny clean image of him

" yes" you let out softly ."

bakugou pulled his hands to his head and looked down eyes full of tears

" i'm uh i'm sorry i never meant to make you feel that way kiri sat off to the side ready to play divorce counselor when you guys got out of hand but it mostly seemed like for the first time he would see bakugou show emotion to something other than hero training

. " that was never my intention I actually don't know what my intention was can I tell you something y/n something i'm not proud of my mom had to help me find out on saturday"

you shook your head up and down still not looking up kiri was staring at the scene unfold curious to what he didn't know about bakugou.

" y/n it's known to everyone else that I struggle with my anger. i've struggled almost all my life. It's really hard to not get heated up in certain situations. it's like when you let a oven heat up you assume it will stop at the right heat or at what you need to cook but if you let it go on for hours it can get too hot overheat and blow your house down . y/n i'm just like that" .

kiri listened carefully still confused while you stood still staring but now moving your eyes to the bottom of the juice bottle in front of bakugou with his hands wrapped around it.

" y/n I didn't mean it I actually um I don't know how to put it so I have a um disorder or at least that's what the doctor told my old hag"

you looked up at him for the first time and asked

" disorder? "

bakugou surprised you finally looked at him stumbled

" I-it-its something called ied "

you kept looking at him confused

" yeah it's um intermittent explosive disorder "

you didn't know exactly what it was or how bad it was but you felt bad in that moment you assumed it was something he couldn't help and he really did have a problem with his anger.

kiri finally spoke " bakubro are you ok man that doesn't sound very manly"

" SHUT UP WEIRD HAIR"

yeah he for sure had an anger disorder. you kept to yourself as the two started talking bakugou annoyed by kiris comment until you got a nudge on your leg. you didn't respond then you felt a leg rub yours up and down with the top of his shoe