i really have to stop thinking about dying,
sometimes i'm okay,
but the moment i stop trying
to not think about how close i am,
to finally stop the lying
to myself,
i fall apart.
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PoetryStarted early 2018 ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ - sexual assault mentions - suicide mentions - self harm mentions - themes of depression - themes of anxiety
i've been watching BoJack Horsemen, and i can't stop thinking about Sarah Lynn
i really have to stop thinking about dying,
sometimes i'm okay,
but the moment i stop trying
to not think about how close i am,
to finally stop the lying
to myself,
i fall apart.