I've made a decision
To start again
Right now;
I have lived so much
Of my young life,
In shadows,
In misery;
But those days,
I'm leaving them behind.
I no longer want to live in the dark,
I no longer want to see the world
Through a red lens;
I want to be soft,
I want people to see me
As the smiling kid I was
Once upon a time;
I'm finished with the sadness,
I'm done with grieving a lost life
I have not yet lived;
I want to separate myself
From the depression that once ruled me,
And start anew;
I want things to be less intense,
To be less sharpe edges,
And less overwhelming;
I will conquer my anxiety,
And live in a pastel light,
I will smile more,
And live with hope for more;
I will shout it out loud,
From roof tops,
And mountain peaks,
I am here!
And I am here to stay.
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The Complete Chronological Works
PoetryStarted early 2018 ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ - sexual assault mentions - suicide mentions - self harm mentions - themes of depression - themes of anxiety