i still cry
when i look up
at the clouds and stars
in the skyi know i'll never get any higher
than as high
as a plane can take me
but i can't help but admirethe vast
the empty
the nothing above me
where nothing lastsforever is only a dream
permanence is only a wish
but i could fall forever
or as long as forever seems.
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The Complete Chronological Works
PoetryStarted early 2018 ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ - sexual assault mentions - suicide mentions - self harm mentions - themes of depression - themes of anxiety