god i hate my mother
and it's the kinda of spiteful hate
because i love her so much
and i hate that i love her
i hate that i need her
and i hate that without her i wouldn't be here
not because without her i wouldn't have been born
but because without her i would have no one
i couldn't leave behind
i hate that she's the reason i'm still here
and i am grateful that she was there
so that i couldn't leave
but oh god do i wish it was anyone other than her
i guess beggars can't be choosersbut there is a chance that one day
my mother will no longer be here
and will have a choice to make
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The Complete Chronological Works
PoetryStarted early 2018 ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ - sexual assault mentions - suicide mentions - self harm mentions - themes of depression - themes of anxiety