The Complete Chronological Works

 jealousy maybe

i hate that you make me feel so good
i hate how aware i am
when your hand is in my thigh
the heat you radiate when you're by my side
i hate how aware you are
of my own awareness
you squeeze your hand lightly
when i shift to get more comfortable
i hate that i like it

i know that you're no good
and i know it will never work out

and i know that your testing her
i hate that i know you
and i hate that i know her
and i hate that she doesn't know you
and i hate what you'll do to get
if i do nothing

i want to tell her your no good
i want to tell her it will never work out

but how can i do that
without sounding like
i'm trying to save you for myself

am i?