I don't know how to love
I know how it's supposed to be
Your supposed to want them
Physically
Emotionally
You want them around
You want to be near them
You want to talk to them
You want to share your life with them
And you want them to share theirs
But I can't get there
I'll be someone I really like
I love the chase
The flirting
And the pinning
But the moment it's returned
I feel sick
Like the world turned upside down
"Something must be wrong with them"
I start to think
And I start to feel afraid
Because how could I ever love someone
Who could love a monster like me
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The Complete Chronological Works
PoetryStarted early 2018 ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠️ - sexual assault mentions - suicide mentions - self harm mentions - themes of depression - themes of anxiety
