The Complete Chronological Works

Sad Days ✔️

I failed.

I didn't realize how much strength it entailed.

I never really tried not giving in,

I broke a promise, committed a sin.

I've changed so much,

But that's all hush.

No one really sees,

Exactly how they've affected me.

I cut my hair, I've changed my clothes,

But I'm still me for all they now.

I've changed my ways,

Though I still cry most days.

There's still a lot more of me that I must discover,

And I still hope to find myself in another.

Loves not really my number one,

But I want to feel it like I feel the sun.

Warm and nice, but I don't want to get burnt.

I don't need anymore reasons to be hurt.

'Cause things just get to me,

It's not who I want to be.

But don't worry,

I'm in no hurry.

I'm still planning on living,

And I'm working on forgiving.

I still struggle, and I still feel,

But I'm strong enough to put up my shield.

I don't want to grow old, but I won't die young.

Not until my song is sung.