The Art Of Having No Idea ~ Harry Lewis

~ THREE ~

Sunday 28th July 2019

~Harry P.O.V~

The Sidemen Sunday (Sidemen become parents for 24 hours)  video hadn't long been released, so me, Lux and Freezy sat together to watch it in the lounge area. I was watching to make sure that the editor had included the little message for Cormac about his football. Something along the lines of 'Cormac, you left your football at the park, get your mum to contact us' I didn't give any specifics, just as longs as it was along those lines.  Also, I wanted to see Sophia again, I remember her saying that she had a YouTube channel but I don't recall what it was called. Freezy didn't remember either, so I was at a loss. Plus, I don't remember her saying her last name either, so that didn't help. Lux just wanted to see who I had been speaking about when lanky bastard kept saying "boggo's got a crush lad!". Absolute king at embarrassing me he is.

I was nervous to see the footage, I know that I had been staring at her when I first seen her, but how obvious I was, I haven't a clue. The video was about a half hour in when we first saw her in the background, just over my shoulder in the frame. Cormac had just made a great shot between two trees with the ball, and was running around like we all do when we score a goal. It was quite funny to watch, knowing that I had absolutely no idea that they were there at the time.

The message popped up on the screen, "Harry has your football Cormac, and he wants to give it back to you. Get your mum to contact him." Simple and to the point, everything a kid of his age needs. Now it was just a waiting game, will he even watch this video? Does he watch them straight away? Will he realise were on about him and not another Cormac? All these thoughts were spinning around my head, so much so that I didn't hear Lux and Freezy trying to get my attention. It was a smack across the back of the head that finally brought me out of it.

"Oi! What was that for?" I was rubbing the back of my head trying to rid the slight sting that was lingering. Facing the lads, who were now sniggering away, I raised an eyebrow for them to explain themselves.

"So this is her then? The bird that's swimming in that head of yours, hmm" Lux motioned towards the TV, where the now paused video was focused on the blonde crouched by the dolls pram with her hand over her forehead, mid laugh. That was a hilarious moment, I hope the fans find that as funny as we did in the moment.

"Yeah, it is mate. Can't blame me though can you?" I let out a huff of a laugh, waiting for him to poke fun at me. But it didn't come, lux was surprisingly mature about the situation.

"Definitely can't blame you Bog, she's definitely good looking. But she's a mum, are you ready for that? Does she have a partner already?" Woah, woah, woah. He's getting ahead of himself here.

"Lad! I find her attractive, not asking for her fucking hand in marriage." The three of us were in hysterics now, with freezy slapping his knee for extra effect. "I have not idea mate, neither of them mentioned anything about the kids dad, but it really doesn't matter does it. I find her attractive, and that's that. I'll try get this football back to the lad and I doubt I'd see her again." The conversation died after that, and we resumed the video.

I went off into a day dream again, thinking about what Lux had said. I want kids in the future, that I know. But I'm only twenty two, would I get into a relationship with someone who already has a child? Can't say I've really thought about it... Until now that is. But it's not like I'm genuinely thinking about it, she probably doesn't even find me attractive, so why am I letting this get to me. I've got to snap out of it, I've never been like this, not even when I was with Katie.

"Right lads, fancy ordering in or going out for food?" I had to get out of these thoughts, so what's a better distraction than food?

"Order in? Don't fancy going out tonight to be honest." Thank god freezy said that, we had been out the flat nearly every night this past week.