Midnight , Cashton

8.2

April 21, 12:12

Age: 17

"Calum, please talk to me."

"..."

"Calum. Please. Say something!"

"Why?"

"What?"

"Why do I care, Ashton? Why do I care that he died and I wasn't there?"

"I suppose it's because he was your father, Calum."

"That man was never my father. He didn't take care of me, didn't love me properly. So why is it that I'm actually upset that I wasn't there when he died?"

"Calum, baby, calm-"

"Why do I care, Ashton?! Why!"

"Oh, God, Calum please. It's okay, you can cry. It's okay."

"It-it's not okay. I-I-it's not o-okay."

"Shush, I know, i know. But calm down, darling."

"Why, Ashton? W-why?"

"I don't know, Calum, I do not know. I honestly wouldn't care less if my dad died. Hell, I can't even tell you if he's still alive right now. But you're different from me; you're caring."

"I-I don't wanna b-be."

"Shush, shush, calm down. Just let it out now, okay? We'll talk when you're calmer."

"I l-love you."

"And I love you."

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This is not the end. I'm sorry.

I really want to write a Phan story but I don't know if I'll be good enough to do something like that, UGHHH.

Also, I need names for the Muke spin off fic, any ideas? (As it was supposed to be posted this week but oh well.)

Stay Lovely. XXX-Hayley