DC will never admit to his boyfriends that he fears someday they'll switch on him and he'll get hit or shoved around
He feels safe in Florida, Texas, and Louisiana's arms but how long will that last
Whenever California gives him shit at the table DC tenses up and prays he won't turn it on him
He knows New York can be blunt but he keeps waiting for him to say "fuck you"' to him and mean it
Janet tells him he has nothing to fear in the main five, but DC points out due to his track record he has to
He wishes he could talk to them but he doesn't want it to seem like he doesn't trust them. So he suffers in silence.