Good Girl Bad Girl (A Trevor Jackson Story)

31. "I Discovered What You Wanted From Me."

"Madison" Mr. Exe started.
He looked at me in a serious way. I was expecting some harsh punition for lying to him, but he surprised me by saying :
"I thought you were lying when you told me Malcolm only punched you. But when you defended Trevor, I was sure of it. What happened ?"
"Mr. Exe, I don't want to sound rude but it's none of your business."
I put a hand on my mouth, horrified. What was happening to me ? Months ago, if somebody told me I'd ever speak to a teacher like that, I wouldn't have believed them and started to laugh.
"I-I'm sorry Mr. Exe I didn't mean to-"
"It's okay." he cut me off. "I'll forgive you if you tell me what happened."
I had no choice.


The principal's office's door creaked as I opened it. It closed itself as soon as I let go of it, resonating in the empty hallway. Everything was so silent when I headed outside, to the school's parking.
Only what I didn't know is that someone was waiting for me.
"Trevor, what are you doing here ?" I asked as I stopped in front of him.
He was leaning on my car, looking at me.
"Did you really think I would've go home without knowing what happened ?"
I stayed silent for a bit.
"Alright, but let's get in my car."

I was driving towards our houses when he spoke up.
"So, are you gon' tell me ? What did the principal say ?"
I sighed. "He asked me to tell him what happened before you went to my rescue. Then he told me he'll have a speak with Malcolm. And...with both of us."
Trevor nodded. "Alright."
He waited a bit before talking again. "What did Malcolm told you ?"
Of course he was gonna ask this question.
"It does not concern you."
I parked in front of his house. It was his turn to sigh.
"Yeah it does !"
"How ?"
"I'm the one who saved you."
"So ?"
"So I deserve to know !"
"It's not working like that !"
"It does !!"
"Trevor."
He shut up. I looked at him.
"Alright but at least can you answer to one question of mine ?"
"Go ahead"
"Why did you kiss me ?"
Shocked, I stayed silent.
"Maddie ?"
"I don't know !! I don't know, alright ?" I almost screamed, panicked. "I...I just don't know."
Keeping his head turned to mine, he quickly leaned in and kissed me.
I kissed back, whispering against his lips : "Stop it."
He put a hand on my cheek and jaw and continued.
"Mm... Stop" I told him, keeping our kiss going.
He started to pull away.
"Wait no not now."
He kissed me again, our eyes closed. It was the less soft kiss we ever had. It was not rough, but our lips were moving a bit. We were not making out though...but almost.
He pulled away again, his head just a few centimeters away from mine.
"Why did you stop ?" I complained, catching my breath.
"Because I want to know" he whispered, panting.
He stared at my lips and pecked them. "What happened so that you're mad at me."
I suddenly remembered everything. I remembered that I was angry at him. I was not talking to him.
But he saved me though...and our kisses were so good... But no. I was still blaming him.
I took off my seatbelt and got out of the car to go to the trunk and open it. Confused, Trevor walked out of the car to me. "Maddie ? What are you doing ?"
I closed the trunk. "Getting you out of my car."
I smirked, quickly got back to my seat and drove to my house, leaving him hanging there.



"Heeeyyyyy girl !!" I told to Olivia who was opening her locker, the next day.
"Hey" she told me. "Why so happy ?"
"I'm not happy..." I trailed off.
"Mmm hmm" she raised an eyebrow.
I playfully rolled my eyes and was about to tell her what happened yesterday, but a male voice interrupted me. "Hey Olivia !!"
She looked up at the tall blonde guy. "Oh hey Ethan ! How you doing ?"
They kissed eachother's cheeks and started to talk next to a shocked me. But the thing is when Diggy arrived...and Olivia didn't even notice.
"Hey Maddie..." he told me.
"Hey Diggy" I replied, a bit embarrassed.
I didn't know what to do, nor what to say.
"Um how 'bout we head to class ?" I finally asked to him as we were watching Olivia and Ethan in their nice conversation. "Sure" he nodded.
His eyes were reflecting jalousy, sadness but no anger. I was so surprised - and a bit disappointed- by that. I mean, it's Diggy ! He usually stands up for his girl, he's super possessive and protective. What was wrong with him ? And espacially, what was wrong with Olivia ?
"Are you okay ?" I spoke up as we walked together to our next class, leaving my best friend and the other dude alone, pretending like I didn't know why he seemed upset.
He stopped walking, looked down and shrugged.
"Aw come on" I melted.
I hugged him as I sadly smiled. He hugged back and didn't say anything.
"She loves you you know that"
"She got a weird way of showing it" he mumbled.
"I'm tellin' you she does. I know my best friend and I'm sure of that."
I pulled away and looked at him. "Okay ?"
He nodded, still looking down.
"C'mon, let's get to class." I smiled at him.
He grinned back a little bit, but not in a very happy way.
"Want me to talk to her about this ?" I suggested.
"If it doesn't bother you"
I giggled. "Not at all."

One hour, then another hour of class got by. And it was long. Boring.
At the ringbell, I shot up off of my seat, but I was not quick enough. He catched me once we were at a corner in the hallways.
"Maddie"
"What, Trevor ?" I turned around to face him.
"Tell me. Right now. I deserve to know !"
"Actually, no, you don't ! You should know yourself !"
I was about to walk away but he grabbed my arm. "I saved you. Tell me."
I stayed silent.
"Or are you gonna kiss me again ?" he said. "Like you always do when I try to know ? So you can avoid answering, because you know it's my weakness ? Because the only times when you're loving with me are when I'm trying to get something out of your mouth, and the next second you're in that bitchy attitude that I know you're forcing yourself to be in, because you're not like that." he spat. "So, tell me ; why did I do wrong ?"
I stayed frozen at his words.
"There's no excuses anymore" he slowly shook his head.
I searched in vain in my brain to find a solution to escape, but I realized I was trapped. I couldn't just go away because of his tight grip around my arm, and no one could interrupt us ; they all walked out of the class to the other way I went, because like an idiot, I didn't head to the school's yard.
"You really wanna know ?"
My voice shook a bit. Damn, I was getting emotional everytime we were talking about this.
"The truth is, at the party... I discovered what you wanted from me."
My eyes got all blurry. "You started to act like this with me only because..."
I interrupted myself to hold a sob and take a deep breath.
"Because you wanted to get me in your bed."
I gulped as the tears flowed, and I felt him releasing his grip, sliding his arm down to hold my hand.
"You knew I was a good girl. No player ever got me. And that was apparently a challenge for you, because you told yourself - or maybe it was a bet between all of your friends, I don't know - to become a sweet guy and make me believe you would change for me... You did. You did change for me. But only...only to get in my pants."
I took my hand away from his. Everytime I was thinking about what he did, I was disgusted of him. I didn't want to touch him, or to be near him. Sadly, I was sometimes forgetting the old story and let myself go. But it was over now.
I wiped my tears and smiled. I wanted to show it now. I got over all of this. No more crying, no more sadness.
"You can go get all of your bad girls - or should I say your hoes ! I don't care."
And I smiled really wide at this moment, because I knew it was true.



A/N : While writing this chapter (I kinda like the end of it don't you ? ;P) I realized I could actually stop the story like right now, and it could be the end of it ! O.O
But don't worry haha it's not, there's a lot coming up ;P I already have most of the rest of the story in my head, so yeah ! ^.^ I also have a little announcement because of an idea I have, but I'll talk about it in the next chapter...;)
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