39. Hurt In Silence

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by R5andmusic

by R5andmusic

I was running. Running and smiling with my teeth. It got a bit warmer those last 24 hours, so the whole snow melted and it was just cold and that was it. But I was still happy. I ran and ran and my breath was getting heavier but thank God I soon saw him appear in the darkness, running towards me too. I slowed down and smiled with all my teeth and jumped in his arms. He caught me and we also both caught our breaths, happy as ever. He hugged me real tight and mumbled against my shoulder

« Sorry for that text...I just needed to see you one last time before the 26th. On Christmas. »

« Don't worry, I did too... Honestly, I was so happy when I read it »

We giggled and he put his forehead against mine, swinging us. He kissed my nose, my chin, my forehead then let go of my hands who were interlocked with his to put them on my shoulders's level, just under my throat, and slowly slid them on my chest, stopping right before my breasts. He made them passed under my arms then along my back, and held my waist.

« I feel like I can't go a day without you no more » he whispered and kissed my cheek.

I put my fingers on his shoulders as he kissed my jaw. His face close to mine, he cupped it and kissed just between my lips and my nose. « I'm gonna miss you » he said with that soft, super deep voice.

« I'm gonna miss you too » I answered, grinning.

He slowly pulled away. « You should get back home, I don't want you to get cold. »

I silently chuckled. « Alright. See you in a bit more than 24 hours. »

It was midnight and a few minutes. It was Christmas day already.

« Merry Christmas Maddie. »

« Merry Christmas Trevor. »

We smiled at eachother and I turned around to walk back home, hurrying up because not being against his body's heat anymore made me realize I was cold.

« Baby where were you ? I was worried ! »

« It's okay mama, I just had to see a friend on Christmas. Sorry, I am here now. »

I saw Christopher looking at me from the couch in the living room. Before my mom could say anything, I walked to him.

« So...how was it ? » he asked me, teasing.

« Good. »

I blushed. « Anyways, we should go to bed. I want Christmas to be here quick ! »

« Right...Let's go »

He didn't make any more comments.

Emmanuel sat on Christopher's lap, myself on the ground with Elena, I watched everyone opening their gifts until I decided to imitate them. I first took a green box to discover new headphones. I continued with the other gifts to see I had received some books, Cds, clothes...usual things. I was very happy though. Some people don't have the chance that I got. They don't have as many gifts, their families aren't always there... Trevor. He had his little sister and his mom. It must've been the 100th Christmas he didn't spend with his father. And yet he wasn't complaining. He was just hurt, I thought. Hurt in silence.

A/N : okay so I wanna give to y'all a huuuuuuge apologize because it has been forever I didn't update and plus this chapter is not very long but I've just been busy and plus my birthday came at one point so it was hard to find the time to write I'm so sorry you guys waited so long ! 😕 but, good news 😄 : I FINALLY got an IPhone for my birthday (been years I'm asking for it) so I was able to download the Wattpad app so if everything goes right I will update faster !! 😄😃 kisses to you all 😘😚☺️😜😔❤️