Seungjin: Hold Me Tightly

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*I.n's POV*

After what happened last night, everyone just keep quiet this whole day. Luckily Seungmin hyung did not suspect anything. I wonder why Seungmin hyung looking so calm today, it has been 2 weeks not to see him like that. Since that hyung left. I dont like to mention betrayal's name at this point.

Remember what happens, also reminds me of what Chan hyung said to me.
"I will never did that to you, Innie."

Its remained in my mind till now. To the point I cant even sleep thinking about what does he means by that. I was talking about how I cant accept what Hyunjin hyung did to Seungmin hyung but then, Chan hyung suddenly said such things. Gosh!!!!! Did he likes me or not?!

"Baby Innie.... What are you doing here? Its midnight you should sleep now." Seungmin came and sit in front of me while drinking.

I snapped out from my thoughts that full with Chan hyung.Well, Kitchen has been my most calm place these days. Thats why...

"Hyung..., Are you okay?" I asked to be sure.

He just nodded, looking into space. Still, I can see loneliness in his eyes.

"Yeah, I'm okay. I had to. You?"

My eyes get bigger. "Me? What about me?"

"You and Chan hyung. Any progress?"

I shake my head while remembering Chan's face in my head. "He brother-zoned me, now." I pout.

Seungmin hyung chuckles. What is so funny?

"Poor, baby..." he still laughing. "Be patient, He needs time."

"I know.. I know... But its not nice to just 'Brother-zoned' and act romantic to me everyday. Its giving me hope and break it again." I whines. Upset with how Chan hyung treat me everyday.

I sighed. "I dont know anymore, hyung." I said.

Seungmin hyung hugged me. Here we go again, I dont like hugs. But I think I should just let him hug me, since he needs it.

"Its okay, Baby innie. Dont think too much."

"I'm not a baby and stop hugging me. Go away." I said playfully.

He just laughed. "Let me be for a second. I miss his hug, so just let me hug you for a while."

Hearing hyung saying this broke my heart. Seungmin hyung must be yearning for Hyunjin hyung's affection for a long time now.

I look at him while he's still hugging me from my right side. Feeling symphaty for him.  What will happen if he knows the truth? Would he be in  pain and not taking care of himself? Or would he just move on and find another happiness? I wish I could help him, but hyungs not letting me reveal the truth.

"Yang Jeongin... Why did you look at me like that?"

I just woke up from my thoughts and saw Seungmin hyung looking at me with his strange expressions.

"Ha...? Uhmm... I-" I fix my eyes towards my drink. "Nothing.." stirred the already stirred drink.

"Wait.. dont tell me, you've fallen for me? I'm sorry I.n, but I love you as my brother. And plus, no one can replace Hyunjin's place inside my heart."

Okay, now I wonder what's going on inside his head? "Hyung, what the heck?" I make a disgusted face.

"Well, how would I know?" Seungmin hyung pouts.

Thinking about it, what if I just ask Seungmin straight away? So I dont need to have a headache after this. I swallowed down my saliva, chasing all the nervousness.