SakuAtsu - Please, Don't Do This [COMPLETED]

Chapter 36 - The Reward (⚠️ Might Be Triggering!)

Dedicated to _callmeyourz_
Hey dear, here's the double chapter ✌🏻 Thanks for reading my story!! Hope you like it <3
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Like I said, this chapter contains topics like self-harm and suicide (even worse than before), so don't read it if you're sensitive towards these topics!
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After a while, Atsumu wants to wipe his tears, but since his right hand is quite full of dirt, he instinctively lifts his left hand and realizes that his infuse water is still attached on it all this time...

He'd let out a small chuckle if his feelings are any better, but not this time...

He just lifts his other hand and uses it to pull out the syringe like he's pulling out a weed.

Blood immediately spurts to the air and Atsumu winces in agony, but he lets it out.

After the initiate shot, the blood flows out quickly and the blond setter just forces himself to stand up.

With a lot of difficulties, he manages to drag himself to the wooden fence at the edge of the cliff.

He stuck out a bit of his head to see what's underneath.

There's a lot of trees, but they are all just a part of a big forest.

He's at least 7 stories tall from the ground.

There's no sound of water, meaning that there's no river below him.

If he falls from there, only certain death awaits him.

But... That's the whole plan...
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Isn't it?

He looks down there a second time and his heart starts rushing again...

His breathings... become labored.

Cold sweats coming out of his forehead.

Blood still pouring out of his left hand.

But then he looks up at the sky...

And see how beautifully the stars decorate the night.

Atsumu: <They're just like  .   .   .>

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A bit more than a year ago

Sakusa: You keep looking at that cliff...

Atsumu: No, I didn't...

Sakusa: Yes, you did...

Atsumu: No, I didn't!

Sakusa: .....Are you afraid of heights?

Atsumu: ....No . . . Are you?

Sakusa: No...

Atsumu: You are, aren't you, Omi-kun? 😏

Sakusa: No...

Atsumu: Aren't you, Omi-kun??

Sakusa: No...

Atsumu: Don't lie to me, Omi-Omi!

Sakusa: I'm not... Heights aren't germs... They're not scary...

Atsumu: . . . Prove it then... Stand on the other side of that fence for 5 seconds and I'll believe you!

Sakusa: I'm not gonna do something that stupid

Atsumu: It's not stupid, it's a test of bravery!!

Sakusa: You do it then if you're so brave...

Atsumu: . . . You can't do that, I'm the one who gives you a challenge!!

Sakusa: Are you scared?