Hood Love And Loyalty

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A M I Y A

Saturday
10:13 am

I just finished having my breakfast and I already did my morning routine. For some reason every single year around this time my mom would be very emotional she was always crying and I always asked myself why.

Greg knew why she was crying all the time I always begged him to tell me why but he would always make up a lie.

Janiya and Michael went with them so I was alone I was not in the mood to go cause of what happened yesterday. I try my best not to think about it alot but the flash back just keep coming into my head.

I was in my feelings until my phone rang and it was Jodi Chloe and Karesha FaceTiming me. I sighed then answered the phone.

"Hey Y'all" I said as I put a fake smile.

"Wasup hoes" Jodi said walking around.

"hey" Karesha said dryly

"hi" Chloe said.

"Igh so y'all know about Ka'Maris party right" Chloe asked.

"Yea" Karesha and Jodi said in unison.

And I just nod my head.

"Y'all coming right" Chloe asked making a baby face and poked her bottom lip out.

"Nah im not going" Jodi said.

"Same me too im not feeling well" Karesha said.

"Im depressed" I simply said.

"Manne guys come on its Ka'Mari Lontrells friend and his turning 20 im sure he'd be happy if we went" Chloe said.

"Ok fine" Jodi said.

I could see Jodi did not wanna go after what happened.

"Karesha Amiya?" Chloe asked.

"Ok ill come but I'm Leaving early." Karesha said finally giving in.

"Yea me too"I said

"Ok lovies see y'all later." Chloe said then hung up.

"Bye" I said then hung up.

I was avoiding one thing today and the thing I was avoiding was seeing Lontrell. I didn't wanna see him at all I might as well kill him when I see him.

Wait, why am I so mad. We not even dating so that means that I can do whatever the fuck I want with whoever the fuck I want and at Ka'Maris party ima have some fuckin fun.

I took a one hour bubble bath and got out lotioned up got dressed did my hair and everything else I had to do. I remembered Ka'Maris party don't start till 7pm and it was now 6:38 pm and Ka'Maris crib was about 10 minutes away from me.

I walked to the mirror to check myself then Micheal came running in my room so they back.

"Whats wrong Michael" I asked fixing my hair.