!!UPDATED COVER ART!!
⚠️Warning⚠️
please do not read if you are triggered by:
Themes of depression
Anxiety/panic attacks
Verbal/physical abuse
Mentions of death
Alcohol
Self harm
Nightmares/ lucid dreaming
Eating disorders
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Art credits to peppermint_cuddle on Instagram, just thought this was cute (:
Character: Wilbur Requested: no Setting: Wilburs home, outside/bridge
!!Triggers for this chapter!!: • Self loathing • Running away
A/N: I've also posted a new chapter on my other book which is very cool and you should read if you want to (: /nf (not forced, also sorry for self promo but that book also recently hit 10k?? Yo??? <3)
I had always been jealous of my brother. Techno, star student, played the violin, was great at fighting, smart, attractive, perfect. Basically everything I'm not.
Which is why it hurt more when Dad teased me about it. I knew it was all lighthearted but sometimes I feel like he loves Techno more than me...
It's always the same, Dad has low expectations for me so nothing I do will please him. Especially with someone as great as Techno.
When Techno learned to play the violin I played the guitar, but it wasn't good enough. When he learned how to fight I was busy beating myself up for my mistakes.. there were a lot.
No matter what I did I'd never be as good as him, or good enough for anyone. Maybe they were better of without me... And that's when he got an Idea.
(sorry for confusion if there was any but the last line was just the same thing but in 3rd person because i'm changing to that)
Wilburs plan to run away (made on a generic drawing app I am not sponsored by so will not be named, also took a lot of effort for no reason) :
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All he would have to do is jump into the bushes outside his window. Sure he's on the second floor but it couldn't be that bad.
A small price to pay for everyone's happiness. Once he was gone no one would have to deal with him anymore. Win win situation right?
Then it was decided.
Tomorrow after school he'd pack up and go.
So tomorrow came and he did the same old same old. Dully got ready for school, hopped in the car and listened to Techno talk while he sat in silence, and continued to not say a word for the rest of the day.
It's not like anyone cared if he spoke or not.
As soon as he got home he went straight to his room, Phil being suspicious of him brushed it off almost right away thinking he was just tired.
