R•A•I•N

Ep •3•

As I sit across from von - I meant kentrell in the booth I can't help but to frown at the way he's eating his pancakes like he's in a fucking prison cafeteria.

Instead of letting me sleep away my day away from him , he decided to wake me up and take me out for breakfast as if I actually can stomach being around him and eating at the same time . I barely even like to hold a conversation with him let alone a breakfast date . I wish he would just leave me the fuck alone .

Just like yesterday he wouldn't let me go to work cause I could barely walk with him ramming himself inside of me like I'm a fucking sex doll . My whole bottom half was numb and it damn near burned but I still wanted to leave just to be away from him for the night . I know dess was probably worried sick about me and I wouldn't know cause I can't have my phone . My life is literally the worse . What if von came looking for me yes-

Hold on what the fuck am I saying ? There's no way in hell he would be looking for me . He probably had somebody else in his lap if he did come to the club in the first place . I know he gives hella girls the same affects he gives me and probably gives them the same attention. I need to get him out my head . It'll never work .

"fix you face " kentrell calls out slurping on his fingers while I keep a tight mug on my face

"hard to " I respond

"why is that? "He asks smiling like a kid

"because your eating is repulsive " I frown

"the fuck do that even mean ?"

I roll my eyes at his question and look away not even bothering to answer . Of course he doesn't know what it means with his unintelligent ass .

"Never mind " I mumble

"Good don't start that attitude shit cause I woke you up to talk to you " he says wiping his hands off sitting up straight

"About what ?" I asks not even really interested on what he's about to say

"Ion want you working at that club nomo - "

"Wait What? why ?" I question getting instantly defensive .

"Damn " he frowns at me "why you so concerned ? I thought you ain't like working there anyways "

"I Uhm- " I stop letting my mind drift to the relationship I've built with dess and how comfortable I've been getting being in my own environment away from kentrell

Yeah it's a strip club , but I still enjoy myself and I feel almost independent. I like not having to worry about being snatched up every second and honestly I love the attention. Especially from von . I know he shouldn't even be included in my reason of staying because I don't even know him but I want him to at least have one place to find me me if he ever goes looking . Not like he will .

"You what ? " he questions aggressively "you fucking around on me ain't you ? With one of them little bitch ass niggas in the club ? "

I wish . "No I'm not "

"Nah I see how it is you onnat sneaky shit !" He points "Buh imma let you know one thing boa me ion play dat shit " he says

If he don't shut the fuck up ! Ain't nobody cheating on his ass and if I was ... were not even together so it doesn't matter . But I have to play into his games or he will never let me step foot in that club again . I need that escape . I need to get away .

"Baby I would never cheat on you " I cringe at my words forcing myself to hold his hand getting his full attention "I just like feeling independent babe , I don't wanna live off of you forever "

"We gone be together forever ?" He asks really intrigued in this conversation.

I look into his eyes seeing brown instead of black indicating he's calm and maybe even feeling emotions. While I try my best to have the same energy's and force a smile almost gaging before I fix myself to lie . I would rather spend the night in hell with the devil than spend my life with him .

"Yeah " I nod "forever " I say and he smiles grabbing my other hand looking into my eyes

"Aight you can go to work " he says causing me to flash a smile "but I'm picking you up early so be outside" he says

"Alright " I nod"thank you " I say letting my mind drift off randomly as he begins to eat . I wonder what it would be like if things were different. If kentrell were ....

"I know why you wanna stay at the club " he says snapping me out of my thoughts looking up at me as I stare at his lips watching the words come out slowly making me instantly hot

"Why ?" I say a little above a whisper as our eyes meet

"You wanna watch me , watch you " he says "you wanna feel my touch , hear my voice , enjoy the heat that takes over your body while I breath on your neck " he mumbles leaning over the table making our faces closer "You wanna scream my name " he says As I start to feel a hand moving up my thigh under the table

"Hm " I groan as he moves closer to my pearl making me feel heat everywhere he touches

"Say it "he grumbles under his breath placing his finger over my pearl giving it a soft rub making me exhale

"Von " I moan out as he starts to speed up

"Say it again "

"Von " I moan staring into his eyes as he pumps his fingers in and out of me pleasing me in the simplest way possible .

This is the best I've felt in so long I'm starting to feel like a slave under his touch willing to let him do anything he wants to me . Literally anything . This is everything I've ever dreamed of and more . I don't care where we are , who's around , I just need him . Only him .

"You not ready for this dick baby " he shakes his head smirking removing his hands from inside of me " give it time " He mumbles placing a kiss on my cheek

"Huh ?" I question confused missing the warmth that his touch gives me

"I said , you gone eat ?"

I blink a few times and the image of von disappears as kentrell appears in front of me with a stuffed mouth leaving me disappointed .

"You've got be fucking kidding me " I sit back in my seat upset .

I gotta stay away from that man , he has to get out of my head . I want him to bad. It's getting pathetic .