~Season one ~
"When the rain hit the ground and the dirt turn to mud When the loyalty get real you treat yo homies like yo blood Stack yo cash up cuz in these streets it ain't no love."
VERY MATURE CONTENT AHEAD
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As I look in the mirror , rubbing my hands down my outfit slowly , I try to weigh out all the terrible plans kentrell must have planned this evening.
He woke me up after I cried myself back to sleep and told me to get ready and dress up cause I'm going out . I can't imagine why he would think I ever wanna go with him anywhere again but I'm sure it's just to have me as a piece of arm candy at some restaurant or meet up with his bitch ass friends .
As if I can even bare going outside after that intense conversation with dess earlier. She looked at me just like my mother looked at me the day I left and I know that if my mom saw me now she would say the same thing that dess said .
Begging to help me and get me out this situation, but I can't let her get involved in this . Cause if she really went through it like she said she did she knows this shit gets messy and I don't want to ruin anybody else's life by getting them involved in mine . Especially not von . Even though the thought of him helping me has left my mind completely . I know it's never happening . He probably doesn't even remember my name .
"Damn " kentrell says lowly as he walks into th bathroom staring at me "you look beautiful " he grins while I side eye him through the mirror then force a smile
"Thank you " I mumble turning around to face him seeing him wearing sweat pants and a t-shitt . Why would he tell me to get ready when he looks as shitty as he always does ? " so where are we going ?" I asks politely while he chuckles
"WE not going no where " he emphasizes causing me to furrow my eyebrows confused " your date is downstairs " he smiles . Date ? Oh yeah this is definitely a set up . "Cmon " he grins grabbing my hand gently leading me out the room .
I try my best not to jump to conclusions and hope for anybody important downstairs because there's no way kentrell would ever want me to be that happy . This has to be a joke or something cause I just know he's playing when he used the word 'date' . He wouldn't let it be nobody but him taking me out . So AINT no way .
"Surprise " he smiles as we turn the corner . I look up to see bryson standing with roses at the kitchen table instantly putting a smile on my face as I drop kentrells hand to hug him .
I haven't seen bryson in so long, since he's been banned from coming over here and finally seeing his face again is giving me all the happiness I needed . But wait ... kentrell set this up ?... and bryson has roses ?.... Sumn ain't adding up .
"Wassup Jay ?" Bryson smiles while I pull away looking between him and kentrell confused
"What's going on ?" I asks
"Trell called and said you needed to get out the house and said I could steal you for tonight so I took the deal " he shrugs while I get even more confused
"You did ?" I question kentrell
"Yeah I did " he nods a little "I know you needed to smile and be happy for once . and since I can't do it , I knew he could " he says almost making him seem likable for the moment .
