~Season one ~
"When the rain hit the ground and the dirt turn to mud When the loyalty get real you treat yo homies like yo blood Stack yo cash up cuz in these streets it ain't no love."
VERY MATURE CONTENT AHEAD
I wake up yawning as I wipe the crust out of my eyes , checking my phone seeing that it's six in the morning . How convenient is it for me to wake up this early being that I didn't go to sleep until three cause I was bawling my eyes out looking at old pictures of my parents and i all night . I don't think the reality of them being dead will every really click until a long time .
I mean in my head I still imagine them being snuggled up in our small home back in Louisiana watching romantic movies waiting for me to come home , but to think that that's not a reality anymore is something I can't handle and I refuse to come to terms with it .
The only positive thought I can actually say I'm having right now is the fact that I didn't get bullied or beaten out of my sleep this morning . Waking up in a safe calm environment is so different from waking up next to a raging kentrell digging his fist into whatever part of my body is exposed . I don't have to worry bout his mood swings or his constant insults . It's so peaceful in this house and quiet as if I'm the only person in here even though I'm not because of von ...
Von is someone I just don't understand yet . One minute hes cold and rude , next minute he's helpful and caring , then all at the same time he's nonchalant and insulting . He's literally the most confusing being I've came across in a while . I mean at least kentrell is a consistent ass hole , I never know with Von but im going to need to start knowing especially today now that he's letting me do this work with him .
Although im afraid of the unknown and unexpected , I know this is my only way to make the right amount of money I need to get out of here and start all the way over . And by out of here I don't just mean this house , I mean the city in general . Maybe I'll go to New York , or hell even Atlanta. Just somewhere where I can start over and not have to be looking over my shoulder or worried about someone coming after me . I just want to escape from the drama and problems and I know this is the quick money I need to do so . Plus the only reason vons letting me do it so I can get out of his way and his house , he's not fooling nobody !
I wait a few minutes before getting out the bed and going to the bathroom to shower and do my morning hygiene routine before digging in my bags for clothes to wear .
As stressful as it was to get my clothes from kentrells house I'm glad I did cause one thing I have if I don't have anything else is style ! I can't be out here looking busted . Poor or not .
I slick my hair back in a tight bun and lay down my edges before throwing on a tight black jumpsuit with a light jacket over it and a orange purse . Something light .
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I look in the mirror pleased with my appearance and put on a little lipgloss before walking out the room to an empty hallway . I look over the rail to an empty downstairs before making my way down .
No pictures on the walls , no live in girlfriend , no friends over ? This house must be new or something because I would assume he would have photos of his child or even himself up somewhere . I can't even believe he has a child especially with the way he moves. I know his baby mother be stressed the fuck out . Not that it's any of my business but I am nosey .
