Getting caught up in the fast life , and what I thought was love , affected me more than anything you could've imagined .
The drugs , the stripping , and even dealing with kentrell , wasn't near as bad as living with a man who wanted nothing more from me but my body and energy .
I ignored the signs , the hints , and the warnings .. which only caused me to make the biggest mistake in my life . I let him take my heart , and tear it in half , taking away everything I once thought was important.
He discarded emotions and created this sick fantasy of a life together that could never be true . He used me cause I was unstable , and I let him . I was so blind to the fact of finally being love and appreciated by a man , that I didn't realize that the same person I was falling for , was crossing me at the same time .
I didn't hurt Von because he hurt me , or cause he used me , or cause he killed my bestfriend , wasted my time , or even played me like a joke behind my back . I shot him because if I can't have him .. no one else can .
I told you this wasn't a love story , Far from Romeo and Juliet , and will never be bonnie and Clyde . But if you can't handle the rain ... you're definitely not ready for the storm
I always knew it would end like this . Goodbye von.
I remember he once told me his karma was coming , I'm his fucking karma
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Fanfiction~Season one ~ "When the rain hit the ground and the dirt turn to mud When the loyalty get real you treat yo homies like yo blood Stack yo cash up cuz in these streets it ain't no love." VERY MATURE CONTENT AHEAD
