Hard to Love (Bucky Barnes fanfic)

Chapter 70

A/N: Again, full credit to nix akimbo for the photo. Seriously go check her out!

Just getting straight into it here btw lol

"Come on, I know you can do it doll." Bucky pants between thrusts. His hold on my hips tight as he kept me in place on the edge of our bed

"You- fuck, right there!- too good. I- ahh- I'm trying-" I gasp out the words, moans and mewls making it hard to form words let alone focus

With a sighing groan, I focus on myself again and not the cock impaling me or the deft hand pinching at my pebbled nipples. Watching as my lower body vanishes once more, only showing everything from my navel and up

The idea came to us a few nights ago. Wondering if we could see Bucky fuck into me or if it would 'disappear' while being submerged. Don't ask how we got on that topic, it involved me stroking him and shifting just my hand. But point is, we're testing it

You can see it. Kind of

Since it's not technically a part of me, he's visible. At least part of him is. But it seems only when he's just pulling out or plunging back in. With how fast he's bucking his hips, it's like a blurred video. There but not. Plus I'm solely concentrating on my own body, not the feverish cock pounding into me. Which might I add, is extremely hard to do

So, yes, but also no?

For a few seconds every time he'd plunge into me, Bucky looked with awe at his cock delving deep within my quaking walls, my creamy fluids coating him. I'd push up onto my elbows to watch as well. In a weird way, it was kind of hot

Seeing, even though slightly blurry, just how far he reaches instead of just feeling. Like I was watching him use a clear fleshlight but reaping all the benefits

A shiver runs down my spine at the thought of watching Bucky masturbate using such a thing, making my walls flutter and clench around him. Bucky grunts at the constriction, picking up his pace and somehow going faster. With my ankles over his broad shoulders, the backs of my thighs and surely my ass were turning more red from the hard and quick slaps of skin

I bring a hand down to my clit and begin swiping at it vigorously. The tight coil in my stomach once again ready to shatter but needing just a little help. Tossing my head back into our blankets, my eyes roll to the back of my head as the line finally snaps

Moans and profanities hurling out of me while my entire body tenses in on itself. My cunt squeezing around Buckys cock. Making sure to keep just a tendril of concentration on my body while drowning in the deep sea of euphoria. Every drag of Buckys rigid veiny cock sending me further into bliss

Buckys grip on my hips keeps me from squirming away when the sensations get to be too much. He keeps up his pace, praising me

"Doing so good for me doll. So. Fuckin'. Good. Just a little more, I'm close." He grunts between thrusts, locking eyes with me

I cry out when he brings his thumb to my clit, pushing my trembling hand away and rubbing over the swollen bud. The overstimulation causing tears to sting my eyes. Babbling out 'I can't- Bucky I- please-!' But my next orgasm rips through me, silently screaming as my walls clench around him once more

Static rings in my ears as I flail pathetically beneath him. Choking between a cry to stop and moan to go harder. My entire body trembling as my muscles convulse

Bucky cums with a low moan, burying himself as deep as he could and watching as his cum shoots out into me. Painting my cervix in the messy white ropes before disappearing. Mesmerized by the sight until I couldn't hold my focus any further and drop it to reveal my lower body once more