Hard to Love (Bucky Barnes fanfic)

Authors Note...

Hey everyone, I guess I just wanted to give you all an update on things. It's the least you all deserve

Firstly, thank you for all the love and positive vibes since the last update. I desperately need it

Now onto the heavier topic...

In the last chapter I mentioned not being in the right mentality. That's because my grandma, who I was very close with, had cancer. We found out earlier this year but it was already pretty bad

Chemo really kicked her ass and she did have the option for surgery but her survival rate was very low so she decided to not get it. The last few months, the cancer spread to her entire abdomen and all organs. Leaving her in extreme pain, unable to eat and hardly drink anything, and eventually becoming bedridden

Hospice told us she wouldn't make it to Christmas

Yesterday, December 21st, I got the call from my parents that she passed away..

Now, I'm not okay. I'm beyond heartbroken and depressed more than normal. She was taken from this world and my family far too soon, but I know she's no longer suffering and with my Gramps. I'm glad I went and saw her this past weekend before it was too late

I don't know when I'll get around to writing and uploading the next chapter. It could be a few days, could be a month.

I hope you all understand as I mourn and take this much needed time to heal. I love you guys, stay safe.