Hard to Love (Bucky Barnes fanfic)

Chapter 84

Buckys POV

I don't like this

I never really enjoyed it

But it'll make Amelia happy, so I guess I have to be happy too

"Come on Buck, it's just one night." She giggles at me, turning her head on her pillow to face me

She lay naked on her stomach, our bedsheets barely draped over the round fullness of her bottom half. Curled up against my chest as I lay mostly on my side to look at her. Soft plush skin brushing against me, the smell of her vanilla spice shampoo perfuming around her head like a halo

"I could argue we'd find something more.. fun to do for New Years." I state, a hint of playfulness to my voice as I drag my metal arm down her spine, my touch feather soft and leaving a trail of goosebumps along her flesh

Amelia let's out a little shiver under my fingertips, and a small sigh between her parted lips. Those same lips that leave me drunk from her taste. Always drawing me in, taunting me, teasing me

I never knew you could be truly and completely addicted to someone before, yet here I am

If she thought I was insatiable before, this is a whole new level. It's only been a few days since she gave me the best gift any man could hope for and I've spent as much time as I possibly can making love to her. If neither of us were sleeping, eating, or at work, I was doing everything I could to get inside her

She also pointed out that she doesn't know when her ovulation cycle is since her periods were a bit irregular. So, we're jumping at every opportunity

Amelia finally decided she was ready to start trying for a family. With me. I couldn't believe it, hell I still can't. I thought I was dreaming when I read the slip of paper that morning. Air had left my lungs as I read and re-read the words over and over as realization struck me. My eyes widening in disbelief

I had to reach out and touch her to make sure it wasn't a dream, that it was really happening. And when I had her in my grasp, I couldn't stop thinking of what she'd look like all round and glowing, carrying our child. What they'd look like, would they have my eyes or Amelia's? Whos nose? How small and fragile and just.. perfect they'd be

".... James?" Amelia nudges my abdomen with her bent elbow. "Did you hear anything I just said?" She asks with a hint of a smirk, one corner of her silky smooth lips curling

I grunt out a 'hm?' in response, earning another jag to my stomach and a playful eye roll from her

"I said, it'd be rude to not go. It'll be nice to get out of the house and see everyone in one place again." She relaxes further into our bed. "Plus it's Tony's New Years party, we can't skip it."

It would be nice to see Steve again, in person this time since we did a video chat with the whole team Christmas morning. Haven't seen that punk since Thanksgiving

And, with all fingers crossed, by next New Years we'll have a baby to keep us home and celebrate with

I feign thinking over the subject, letting out a huff of defeat a moment later. "Suppose I can't convince you to stay with me in bed til we leave then, can I?" I ask with a smirk

She rolls her eyes again, patting her hand against the center of my chest. "Two more hours. Then we gotta get ready."

I'll take it

I lean forward, pressing my lips against her bare shoulder. Her warm skin unbelievably soft beneath me. Kissing up her shoulder to her neck as I move to prop myself above her. Amelia hums with a wispy smile on her plump lips while stretching her arms out under her pillow. Doing so, her back arches and brushes her butt against my groin