𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 - 𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 15

(a/n): there is smut nearing the end of the chapter, it's nothing too dark but read only if you're comfortable with it!
this is basically just fluff because you guys are NOT ready for the next chapter... anyways, enjoy! (also this hasn't been proofread so im sorry if it sucks)

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"Do you know where did (Y/N) go?" He asked your (and to some degree, his) friends.

"Did you read the Daily Prophet?" Sam spoke up, "They found... You know what."

Sirius ran a hand through his hair frustratedly, "I did. I saw her run away but I assumed she had told you."

"She didn't." Regulus replied, "But I don't think she'll do anything irrational."

"I don't want to leave her alone again." Louis said, "She says she wants that but she doesn't."

"Then let's go." Sirius urged, "Let's separate and reunite on the Gryffindor common room at 10."

Everyone nodded and then left the Great Hall, with a few pairs of eyes following them, professors included.

"(Y/N)?" Sirius ran around Hogwarts yelling your name. Some people would look at him weirdly, while others would be kind enough to send him your way.

"Did you just say (Y/N)?" A Hufflepuff with platinum hair stopped on their tracks. "I saw her heading to Dumbledore's office like 5 minutes ago."

Sirius sighed in relief and shook the Hufflepuff's hand. "Thank you, thank you!"

And on that note, he ran off once again; this time headed to the headmaster's office. The way there was short, but to Sirius, it felt like it took years.

6 minutes and a half later, he was standing outside the giant, wooden door. 10 minutes after that and you were walking out the same door with furrowed eyebrows and teary eyes.

"Sirius?" Your demeanor instantly changed from anger and disgust to a colder, more reserved, one.

"(Y/N)." He let out a breath he didn't know he was holding.

"What are you doing here?" You crossed your arms over your chest. "How did you find me?"

"A Hufflepuff told me. We were all looking for you."

No reply.

He continued, "What were you doing with Dumbledore?"

Just after the words left his mouth did he realize how insensitive he sounded. I mean, you just found out your missing grandma had died and the first thing he said to you was demand explanations.

However, before he had time to correct himself, you started defending yourself. "I did what you wanted. I'm part of the Order of the Phoenix now, just like you."

"I'm sorry." He said sheepishly, "I didn't mean for it to come out like that."

You shrugged, "Of course you didn't."

"I'm... Really sorry, about everything. Really."

You pressed your lips together into a straight line to signal you weren't going to answer.

"I can't even begin to imagine how you must be feeling-" He started apologetically.

"I already knew she was dead. Something in my gut told me so." You try to stop yourself from oversharing. 

'You're mad at him, (Y/N). Concentrate.'

"Look, I really, really don't want to do this right now." You continued.