Kian's POV
I don't know how in the world I reached my condo safely. Everything seems unreal. I can't still absorb what happened.
Why did you do this, Ira?
I don't know what to do next.
Ira didn't prepare me for this.He chose Jeha in front of me.
I know how close they are. Their bond is unbreakable, but I am his boyfriend. He promised me he would only love me.It's been days before he messaged me and apologized to me.
I want him still, but I am not ready to face them. It's either Jeha or me, but I know no matter what I do, he will never choose me. As he said before to me, he can't imagine having another bodyguard.
I am sorry, beautiful.
I am not that strong to act like nothing happened because it is still vivid in my head.When Jeha was suspended for a month, that was the first time that I got insecure because of him. Ira loves him so much. It's like he can't function normally without him.
I shouldn't have trusted that Jeha.
I shouldn't have trusted Ira.I don't think it will work if we push this. If he kicked Jeha out, maybe I can try. But as long as he is with Ira -- no way. I held my anger for Steph for too long. I can't keep it for Jeha anymore. All I want is to break his face.
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I can't view his accounts. He blocked me from anything. I decided to create a new account so that I could be updated on him. I know I am hurting myself by doing this. I want this. I want to be hurt more until my heart can't take it anymore and come back to its senses.
I need to move on.He messaged me again finally.
I don't know, but I am just staring at my phone, waiting for his message even though he blocked me.I was surprised when he unblocked me on my Twitter.
I can't be soft for him.
He needs to understand that what he did is so wrong. He knows I can never do it to him.I know the world would not stop because of our breakup. Life will go on, but it will never be the same again.
No matter how I miss Ira so much, I need to be strong. This may sound cliche, but I need to find myself because I am not the same person as I was before anymore. Many changed, and I know I have many shortcomings when it comes to him too.
Ira unblocked me.
He messaged me, and I said mean things to him.
That was a traumatic experience for me. It is still haunting me.
I hate what
Ira did, but I cannot hate Ira himself.I was so mad, and I hurt him with my words.
"Kian, I am pregnant with your baby. 4 months."
Ira messaged me, and I think my brain stopped working.Did he say he is pregnant?
Of course, it is mine.I tried to call his number. I almost forgot that he blocked me. Shit! My heart is beating so fast.
That baby is mine. I don't care about his family; I will take the baby no matter what. I deserve to have him too."But I will never allow you to see him ever. I will choose myself and my baby too. Thank you for this. Even if I die giving birth to him, I will never let you have him. Never... And Jeha and me? It's impossible. He knows I can never break up with you. That is the fastest way to save me. I feel sad, but I will never say sorry to you anymore. I love you still. I will always love you no matter what. Thanks for replying though, you saved me from embarrassment. I almost begged to have you back. Don't worry about your career; I am not going to ruin it. I know how important this is to you. I hope you all the best."
Ira added.
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KS5 - Dominant Uke ✔
RomanceThis is the story of Miracle Suppasit known as Ira. The youngest from the clan's triplets. Given the weak body and a strong personality. They said all Kirigun are born alpha but why does he feel different? To protect their name, he needs to act tou...