𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇... ✨

Mary ♗ Thoughts♗

Everyone knows about the supposed prophecy of the six girls, since you were a child you witnessed how the whole town treated them differently, but something  attracted you to them, becoming their only friend outside the prophecy girls

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I'm looking at the water of the lake, my arms hug my legs and my chin is resting on my knees

"Y/N?" I turn to the voice

"Hello Mary" I smiled wiping my tears

"What's going on?" I shake my head and she sat next to me "Tell me what happened"

"Elder Beacon" I whispered "He checked me to see if I have any marks of evil"

I felt her hug me and I allowed myself to cry

"I feel disgusted" I said "He touched me..."

"I know" she replied "Is it the first time?"

"No, well- like this yes. The other times he didn't touched me"

"Do you know why he did it?"

"Because I'm your friend" I look at Mary "He said that you will try to corrupt me" she was going to speak but I didn't let her "It's not true, I know you wouldn't hurt me"

"You are our only friend" Mary rubbed my back "Everyone treats us differently but you have always been with us, I'm sorry that..."

"It's not your fault" I speak sincerely

Mary held me in her arms until I fell asleep, I woke up hearing laughters, I open my eyes and see Ruth swimming with Mary

"Y/N come!" Ruth called me

I smiled and took off my dress, staying in my nightgown, I got in with the girls, we played for a while and talked about Sarah's change, then Ruth left leaving me with Mary again, we went out to dry off and I couldn't help but see the girl next to me

"What?" she ask amused

"You are very beautiful" I whispered

I approached to her and look at her lips

"Y/N?"

"You're my best friend" I look at the lake again "You and Ruth are my best friends and I can't lose you, someone is killing you all and I'm afraid they'll do something to you"

"Shh" Mary held my face to look me better

I see her lips again and caressed them with my finger

"This is wrong" I whispered "My thoughts are impure"

"What are you talking about?"

"I have imagined things that I shouldn't"

"Like what?"

"Kissing you" I look her eyes "I know it's wrong, I'm afraid that the devil is inside me"

"No, do not say that"

"What if I'm bad?" I touched my chest with my hand

"You're not bad, you're the kindest person I've ever met"

"Then why do I have those kind of thoughts, Mary? We have been raised knowing that a woman cannot be with another woman"

"Maybe they're wrong" she said without looking me

"You think so?" I clear my throat "I know you're seeing Trevor"

The girl stared at me for a moment and put our foreheads together