𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇... ✨

Alycia ⑅ Her soul 2 ⑅

I looked at myself one last time in the mirror before I left my room, I went downstairs to the kitchen, I got a basket and I put bread, cheese and fresh fruit, I went to the main entrance and Karen put my cape on me

"Have a nice day, miss"

"Nice day, Karen"

I went to the orchard without anyone seeing me and I chose the most beautiful and fresh flowers I saw, I decorated them together in a bouquet and took the things out of the basket, put the flowers in and carefully put the food back in covering the bouquet

I walked greeting the people I saw, when I looked her house I sighed and smiled, John left the house in a hurry

"Good morning Y/N" he greeted me with a quick kiss on the cheek "You look good today"

"Thank you"

"Enjoy breakfast"

John got into his carriage fixing his shirt and I entered the mansion, I closed the door behind me and made sure the carriage left. I went to the kitchen and started to take things out of the basket. I felt arms surround me and a warm breath on my neck

"You smell lovely"

I smiled and turned to Alycia, she placed a quick kiss on my lips and pulled away

"Set the table"

I saw the plates, food and decorations on the table, she arranged what I just  brought

"I brought you something"

"What is it?"

I took out the bouquet of flowers and extended it to her, she took her hands to her chest and approached to kiss my lips, my nose and my cheek

"There are beautiful! Thank you"

We have breakfast and talk as usual

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We went for a walk in the park, our arms seeking each other's contact. We decided to put a blanket and sit down. Alycia leaned on my legs looking at the trees in front of us, I rested my body on my arms and turned my head back to see the sky, I closed my eyes when I felt the breeze

"Alycia, Y/N!" I opened one eye because of the sun and pursed my lips

"Margaret" Alycia greeted

I saw the babygirl in her arms and two other boys running behind her

"Are you coming to the party tonight?"

I looked away and Alycia sat up

"John and I will be there"

I felt a bitter taste in my mouth

"What about you, Y/N?"

"Uh" I fixed my hair nervously "I don't think-"

"Oh, come on" Margaret cut me off "Everyone knows that if Alycia is in a place you will be there as well"

Alycia squeezed my hand gently under the cloth that covered our intertwined hands

"You are inseparable" continued Margaret "If I were John I would be jealous but listening to the good news Y/N-"

"I'll be there" I rush to said to cut Margaret

I felt Alycia brush my hand and I prayed for Margaret to go away

"Amazing!" she applauded "I see you both there"

Margaret yelled at her children before leaving, Alycia and I exchanged looks of mockery and compassion towards the poor woman

The wind plays with Alycia's hair and I smiled fixing her hair so I can see her face, I caressed her cheek with the torso of my hand and she closed her eyes at my touch, she took my hand with hers and looked everywhere to leave a quick kiss on my hand

"I'll sleep for a while" Alycia whispered and settled back on my legs

I read my book while Alycia took her nap, when she woke up the park was empty except for us

Alycia ran her fingers up and down my arm, I could recognize her gaze, her dilated pupils, her parted lips, the way she sees my lips and my eyes

"Y/N" she licked her lips

I nodded and we both got up to gather the things, I grabbed her hand and with our free hand we lifted our dresses so we could run more freely The sky put on our side and raindrops made people run to their houses

Alycia and I ran laughing until we reached her house, being in the safety and privacy of her home I closed the door, when I turned around I felt her lips collapse with mine, her hands squeezed the sides of my dress to get closer to her, when we parted she bit her lip without losing her smile and now it was her turn to take my hand and run up to her room

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"Don't go" her tone turned sad

She removed her fingers from my back as I turned to look at her, I could see the sadness in her eyes

"How do you know?"

"Someone heard your mom, the new spread"

I touched her lips with the tip of my finger

"Don't marry him"

"You know I have to"

"You don't have to do it" she rest her head on her hand "You have money, your family has money"

"My family wants to marry me to have more money"

"I can't stand the idea of ​​seeing you married"

"You are married Alycia" I sat holding the sheet to my chest "And everything continues as before"

"But if you get married it will be more difficult to see each other"

"We will find a way"

She covered her face with her hands in frustration

"It's just that I can't tolerate the idea of ​​someone else being with you" she sat "That someone else touches you like I do"

"Don't worry about that, my love"

She smile hearing the last words

"Wine?"

I pour wine in a glass and gave it to her but she didn't take it, she just looked me, I could see it in her eyes

"Oh no, Alycia" I whispered and she lowered her head "Tell me you're not pregnant"

"I'm sorry" she sob

I hugged my life and she clung to me, I could feel her tears wetting my hair and my neck

"Forgive me"

"It's okay" I put our foreheads together

"I want a family" she separated and look at me with her teary eyes, I felt as if my heart became tiny "I want a family with you"

I sighed in relief and hugged her again

"We can live with them but we know the truth"

"We are united" Alycia smiled "My soul and body are bond to you"

"My wife" I whisper

"My wife" she passed her hands around my neck "Those papers don't mean anything, you are my only love, Y/N"

"Perhaps in another life" I kissed her forehead "We can really be together"

"Go out holding hands"

"Without pretending to be just friends"

"Really live together"

"Have a family"

"Just you and me"

"Just you and me" I repeated

"I promise to reincarnate again and I will look for you"

"Alycia" I laughed at her occurrences

"I will look for you in all my lives" her eyes see me seriously "Until we can finally be together"

I didn't see a single drop of insecurity in her eyes, her soul. And I knew that what she said is real

"I'll wait for you" I whispered brushing my lips with hers "As long as it takes"

We joined our lips again in a desperate kiss, then we lowered the intensity until it was sweet and warm, we can taste everything we feel through this kiss