𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇... ✨

Alicia ◍ I'm here ◍

I could feel the blood on my mouth, I could see the blood on my hands, I can hear the screams and sobs

"KILLER!" they started yelling at me

I covered my ears and felt how they approached me, piece by piece they destroyed me in the crowd, I can see my skin between their teeth

"NOO!" I woke up screaming and full of sweat, I looked around me but the darkness made my nerves worse

"T/N, it was a nightmare, I'm he-"

"No!"

My breathing is strong and heavy, hands calmed me down and my eyes got used to the darkness

"Shh, you're fine" Alicia rubbed my back

I turn to see the girl next to me, her brown hair is disheveled and her eyes are half open and puffy

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up"

"It's nothing" her raspy voice answered "What happened now?"

"I- I- " I tried to speak but my mouth is dry

"It's Okay" I turn my face so I could see her "You're fine, I'm here"

"You're here" I sighed closing my eyes

"I'm here" Alicia put our foreheads together and then joined our lips "I'm not going anywhere"

"I'm sorry" I opened my eyes and wiped the sweat from my face

"Don't apologize" she fixed my hair and caressed my cheek "Come, try to sleep"

"I don't think I can" I settled on her chest

"You wanna talk about it?"

I denied and Alicia began to play with my hair, her arms surrounded me making me feel safe, my body still trembling clung to hers

"Don't go" I beg

"I will always be here" I felt a kiss on my head

"I'm a bad person"

"You're not, you shouldn't blame yourself for the decisions you made, Y/N

" But... I've killed people, Alicia"

"Just like me" she grabbed my face so I could see her "We've all done bad things to get here"

"But-"

I was interrupted by her lips colliding with mine, I reluctantly pulled away and saw her annoyed

"You know I hate when you interrupt me like that"

"I know but it is the only way to shut you"

I got off her chest but her arms made me return to the position

"Don't get angry"

"I'm not"

Alicia challenged me to a stare war, little by little her green eyes closed, I laughed and her eyes opened instantly

"Don't make fun of me"

"I don't" I replied mockingly and she twisted her lips "Besides, I'm the one who was upset, not you."

"I'm sorry, I'm tired"

"Sleep, I take care of you

"You were the one with the nightmare, I have to take care of you"

"We can take care of each other"

Alicia nodded and I lowered my eyes to her lips, I saw how a smile formed in them