𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇... ✨

Alycia ྉ She loves meྉ

Request: @pandanutella 💰

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I looked at my dress in the mirror and smiled when I saw it, I look beautiful, I stood in profile and ran my hands through the fabric, I got closer to see my simple makeup once again, I sighed when I saw that I'm ready

"Ready?" my mother came in and cried when she saw me "You look amazing"

My father walked in and held his tears in his eyes

"Don't touch her" my mom stopped him "You will spoil her hair"

My mother walked excited and my father extended his arm to me

It's my wedding, one of the happiest days of my life

I held my breath as I reached the exit of the house we rented I watched everyone take a seat, the beach looks really bright, I can feel the ocean breeze on my face, the wind is playing with people's hair I know she just to get to the altar and now it's my turn, I sighed and smiled to walk to the altar, when I saw Y/N I smiled even more, she looks more than beautiful

I know she loves me deeply

I arrived at the altar and Y/N smiled enormously, everything happened too fast, we held hands and I saw our friends and family, as time passes I get more and more nervous at the words that the marriage officiant says

"I do" she said in front of me

I saw our guests out of the corner of my eye and they all had their eyes on me

She really loves me and that's enough

"I do"

Everyone yell with happiness and the adrenaline made me kiss my now wife, we turned to our guests and walked down the aisle while everyone celebrated

She loves me

♡ ⬳ ✾ ⚝ ✾ ⟿ ♡

Absolutely everyone is more than happy for the wedding, everyone enjoys this day, I see Y/N dancing when our eyes met, I raise my hand to make more obvious my presence, she rolled her eyes happily

She tells me to go with her only using her hands and I tell her that I have to go to the toilet, also using only my hands, she nodded and turn around to keep dancing, I can't help but smile, but as soon as I did my smile disappeared, a feeling of regret and suffocation came over me and I went to the toilet , once I rectify that it is empty, I placed my hands on each side of the sink and sighed as I raised my head to see myself in the mirror

"Enough Alycia" I refreshed my face and adjusted my makeup "Isn't this what you wanted? Huh? Isn't this what you want?" I hit the marble with my hands "You are finally MARRIED"

Tears ran down my cheeks and I couldn't help but feel anger towards me

I am 30 years old, it is time to be married. No one has pressured me to get married more than myself. I'm afraid, life is passing by and I'm afraid of being alone. I know Y/N loves me, I don't doubt it, but...

"Don't say it" I scolded myself "You love her too"

Yes I do, really, but I'm afraid
that not in the same way and intensity that she loves me. I appreciate her, I care about her feelings, I worried when happens to her, she is the person who knows me best in the world, I am the person who knows her best in the world

I sat down to get some rest

Y/N is beautiful, she is an incredible person, she has a job that she loves, together we will have good economic stability, she will not be unfaithful to me, I will not be unfaithful to her, if we agree to have children, I know she would be an excellent mother

I fan my face with my hands approaching the mirror again

A perfect life. We would have a perfect, simple, comfortable, full, fun, happy life...

"Maybe with time-"I fixed my makeup again "I can love her more every day" I will force myself to love her as she wants

I know I'm selfish, I could let her go, let her find someone who loves her much more than I do, yes... I could do that but...

I looked in the mirror

But who will love me like her? Who will treat me the same as her? Y/N is so pure and sincere, her love is like a dream, she offers me a love that no longer exists

"I can do the same" I assured myself "After all, we are already married"

She is a good person

I removed the mascara from my eyelid with the makeup remover wipe

She is a beautiful and strong woman

I threw the wioe in the trash

She has everything a person can ask for

I fixed my hair

She can give me a good life

I fixed my dress

Economically, socially and sentimentally speaking

Pinch my cheeks for a little more color

A full life

I put on more lipstick

She moves me

I sighed one last time to get out

She loves me and that's enough

I walked towards my table

I want to be loved

I put a smile on my face

I want to be wanted

I kept walking

I want to be desireble

I saw Y/N on the dance floor

I want to be respected

"The bride has arrived!" my friends yelled and pushed me towards her

"Alycia" she smiled when she saw me and took my hand "Are you okay?"

"Perfectly" I placed my hands around her neck

"I can't believe it" she placed her hands on my hips "My wife" I smiled and kissed her "I love you"

"I love you" I lay my head on her chest

She loves me

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Short but powerful

- 𝓫𝓪𝓷𝓼𝓱𝓮𝓮