𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒇... ✨

Frances ✜ Engaged ✜

I've known her for three years and no one makes me feel like she does. We're both riding the horses, touring her property

"You remember Norman?"

"What 'bout him?" I hid my displeasure

"I like him" Frances smiled

"Oh" no Frances, no "That's good"

My heart sank and suddenly the air began to get heavy

"Something wrong?"

"No"

"Does that bother you?"

"No"

"Come" she got off her horse and helped me down

We went to her room and she closed the door, her lips caught mine and confusion invaded me. Isn't she supposed to like Norman? So why does she kiss me this way?

"Wait Fran"

"Oh, come on Y/N"

This only hurts you, Y/N.
My mind repeats over and over but I guess I'm some kind of masochist when it comes to her

Her hands began to explore the skin under my shirt, I closed my eyes and let my head fall back so that her wet kisses had more access to my neck. She laid me down on her bed and if it wasn't for the knot in my stomach, I would be enjoying this

"Frances?" I asked in a whisper

"Hm?" she got off of me

"What are we?" I plucked up courage

"What you mean?"

"You know what I mean"

"We can't be together"

"Frances-"

"I want to start a family in the future, Y/N"

"There are ways to form a family, the two of us"

"What would my father say?" she put her hands to her mouth "When he found out that I'm with another woman?"

"We could go" I got up and took her hands with adoration "In the city we can-"

"No" she let go of my grip "People will talk about us and-"

"So what?"

"I think I made a mis take" she crossed her arms "I don't know why I allowed this to keep going"

"No" I whispered, guessing her words

"We have to stop seeing each other"

"Fran"

"Go away Y/N" she stepped aside leaving the door free "Don't come back unless it's for your lessons"

"Say you don't feel anything for me"

"Leave away"

"Say it" I approached her

"I do not feel anything for you"

"Now say it looking at me"

She raised her eyes to meet mine, her mouth fell open but nothing came out of her lips

"Say it"

"Just go" she sobbed

"I have let you hurt me during all these years, Frances" my eyes with tears, I clenched my teeth with anger"

"I never hurt you"

"Stop lying" I said "All those times you kissed me in these four walls and the next day you kissed someone else, always a different boy... and then you came back to me"