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Lexa ø A secret ø

"Lexa?" I  ask in a whisper

"Come in" I heard her voice

I opened the door quietly and entered the room closing the door instantly. My breath hitched at the sight of Lexa in her night gown sitting in a fine posture on her bed. Lexa held out her hand to me and I walked awkwardly towards her

"You're late"

I blush and lower my head

"Sorry, I was with Raven help..."

"Raven?" she got up from the bed

"Yes" my tone is nervous

"How did you help Raven?" Lexa came closer

"No-no" I started to stutter "It was nothing like that"

"Nothing like what?" she took another step towards me

"Nothing you're thinking"

"What am I thinking, Y/N?"

"Lexa- " my legs began to tremble

"Yes?" she whisper dragging the letters

Her breath hits my nose sending chills down my spine

"Do I make you nervous?" she lend her face closer

I swallowed hard and decided to play too. I dropped my coat revealing my night gown, Lexa took a step back and I saw her eyes drop down to my body for a minute

"Do I make you nervous?"

I smiled when Lexa's playful look disappeared, I rubbed her arm and took a step towards her

Without more words I join our lips, I missed her sweet kisses

"You looked good training" Lexa said between the kiss

I pulled back and saw her cheeks pink and struggling to hold back a smile

"I'm sore" I complained sitting on the bed "You looked good playing with your dagger on your throne"

Lexa let out a frustrated breath

"I wanted to kiss you at that moment" she passed her finger over my lips

"You should have done it" I teased

"Y/N" she said my name sweetly "You know I can't"

"I know" I speak in a whisper

"I really missed you" she sat next to me "Don't leave again"

"I have to" I laughed

I turned to see her and caressed her face transmitting my love

"Love is weakness" Lexa said looking into my eyes

"You still believe that?" I wrinkle my nose

She shook her head and leaned in to leave little kisses on my bare shoulders

"They taught me that a commander must be alone" she hid her head in my neck

"But you are not like them" I caressed her hair "You are the one that united the 13 clans"

Lexa pulled back to look at me with a smile and I closed my eyes so I could hold the moment like a photograph and let out a sigh

"I love your smile" I opened my eyes and saw the blush on her cheeks

I took her hand and we settled on the bed, I rested my head on Lexa's chest and smelled the oils on her body, put my arms around her waist and she did the same, we intertwined our legs and Lexa covered us with the sheet

"Tomorrow we have a meeting"

"Shh" I cut her off "I don't want to talk about it right now"

I felt her chest move and I know she laughed, the sleep began to overtake me when Lexa caressed my hair, she knows I fall asleep faster that way

"Reshop hodnes"

"Reshop snacha" I whisper before sleep

The last thing I felt was a warm kiss on my head

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"Heda!" I woke up with a jump just like Lexa

Lexa got up to cover her body and I did the same

"Heda!" I recognized the voice of Titus

I looked at Lexa not knowing what to do, we both looked around her room and Lexa pointed to her balcony, I frowned and whispered 'No'

"You want me to fall and die?" I whisper

Lexa brought her hand to her mouth telling me to shut up

"Heda, are you awake?"

"Yes" Lexa gave me my coat "One minute"

I put it on quickly and looked around, I crouched down and got under the bed, I listened as Lexa opened the door and talked with Titus. When he finally left I came out of my hiding spot and saw the smile on Lexa's lips when she saw me, I rolled my eyes

"There are no guards outside" I nodded and walked towards her

I gave her a kiss on the lips and hurried to leave her room and get to mine without being seen. I did my duties during the day until the time for the meeting arrive, we're going over the plan and I raise my eyes to find the green ones who are already looking at me, I smiled and she did the same for a second. The romance we have is a secret, I know that if people know they can question Lexa about being weak, so far we have been cautious enough that no one knows our secret, but that doesn't stop us from throwing glances at each other during the day

When an ambassador looked up to say something to Lexa, her smile disappeared before anyone else saw it and returned to her serious face

While she explained something I waited for her eyes to meet mine so I could wet my lips with my tongue, I watched as Lexa swallowed hard and averted her eyes from me quickly, I bit my tongue to keep from letting out my smile. When the meeting ended I was the last one to get up from my seat, Lexa dismissed the ambassadors and when it was my turn I lowered my head in respect but without taking my eyes off her lips

"Le. Heda" I corrected

Lexa caressed my hand as I walked past her, but not before whispering, 'Don't be late today' Her hand touched my lower back for a second before the natblidas entered

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