The book of mistakes

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A/n: Doing this instead of homework :) short and sad
Warning: sh, suicide.

Jungkook POV

All I did for the team was make mistakes. So too keep track I made a book. Incorrect. I wrote in a book in other words a diary. Every time I would make a mistake I would write that word/ sentence on the page and make a drawing of the event on the same page. It started when I was 16. 1 year after debut. Now I'm 17 literally one year later that's how clumsy and stupid I am. It took me one year to fill this book with mistake and problems of my own.

"Falling during practice"

"Voice crack"

"Not going live"

"Eating too much"

"Fat"

"Ugly"

"Stupid"

They kept filling the book and on my birthday I filled the last page.

"I never told hyungs that I was so stupid."

I just placed the book on the floor next to the bath tub full of water.

My wrist were slit. The blood Turing the water red. I was relaxed and falling asleep. Finally happy.

Once again I made a mistake.

The door was unlocked and I heard a knock.

Words: 200

Part 2??

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