Jkxbts sick/hurt fics and oneshots

The book of mistakes(pt.2)

A/n: happy late birthday hobi ❤️ in gonna rewrite the plot and make it better!
Warnings: sh

Jungkook POV

I mess everything up. Every time. Every day. Every second. Every time I breath. Every time I live, I make a mistake.

I make mistakes that are unforgivable like the time I messed up the dance and hobi got mad. He never gets mad.

Some times I make the mistake of breathing.

I'm make that mistake everyday.

But today I'm not.

1 year ago today I started to write in this journal.

Every time I make a mistake I would write out that mistake on the page and draw a picture around it.

Today i reached the last page.

It was on my birthday and I was turning 16. I had so much to look up too. Like getting a car. Having a sweet 16. Having a birthday party.

But I don't deserve that.

So instead I wrote down the last reason. The last mistake. That led me to my inevitable fate. Death.

"I didn't tell hyungs"

With that I put on my best outfit. The one I was gonna wear to my party.

I sat down in the tub.

The water turned from a clear ocean to a Red Sea.

My arms were sliced like the cake I would have ate.

As I came to my peace. The ending of this hell. The ending of my mistakes. I heard a noise. To be clear a knock. At the door that I assumed was locked.

"Jungkook are you in there?"

I was to weak to speak.

I was to weak to see that this was not what I wanted.

I wished to not die.

I didn't want to die.

I didn't want to go.

I didn't.

I made a mistake.

A big one.

Help

Help

Please help me.

"H...hyung."

Help

I don't want to go.

Not yet.

Not now.

Not ever.

I want to live with my hyungs and make mistakes.

Laugh and have fun and eat cake.

I don't want to go.

Not now.

Not ever.

Not today... on my 16th
birthday..

"Jungkook? What's wrong can i come in?"

It was hobi. I could hear him.

His voice was soft.

Was it him or the lack of blood.

"Hyung is coming in."

No don't see me like this.

I made a mistake.

A one I can't hide.

You'll hate me.

Don't hate me.

That's a mistake I wish to not make.

A mistake I made in my book once. never again.

The door opened with a creak.
My hyung looked in but I couldn't see.

My eyes were shutting and I couldn't see.

The mistake I made was wrong unfortunately deathly.

"JUNGKOOK!"

The sound was muffled as I went to sleep.

My ears were ringing.

I couldn't see.

My wish came true and now I lay to sleep.

Never to be woken.

Never to see.

Never to grow old.

And Rest In Peace.

Words: 500
A/n: different ending??