Searching For Answers (We Can Make This Work sequel)

Chapter 35

** Darcy's P.O.V. ** 

"I need you Darcy Blake" Spencer's words ring in my ears and I try hard to hold it together and to shut him out but I physically can't be without him anymore, all my efforts to build up my walls come shattering down and I step aside to let him in before my whole world seems to crumble. 

He quickly leaves the bunch of my favourite roses on the table beside the door and pulls me into his chest. I sob into his warm navy cardigan, the one I love on him. His warmth helps my body to relax in his strong arms and I finally feel myself giving up, I stop fighting with my conscience and I let him in. 

I let myself love him again. 

"Spencer I" I begin but he puts his finger to my lips  

"Darcy don't you dare try to apologise" he begins while slowly dragging his thumb across my cheek, wiping my tears away 

"This is all my fault, I left you when you needed me the most, I lied to you and I hid from you, there is so much I can't even begin to explain Darce but I'm sure as hell gonna try. I love you so much and what I've done and how I've acted the past month has been so childish and ridiculous of me. All I wanted was to love you the moment you came back, but I was a coward, I couldn't admit that to myself but I was! I was afraid of losing you again so instead of protecting you and caring for you like I should have, I pushed you away" Spencer began pouring his heart out to me but I just needed him to love me now, the past is in the past and I just need him now 

I stop him talking by firmly pressing my lips to his, after a moment of him gathering his thoughts, he wraps his hands around my wrists and presses me against the wall. I've never felt a spark like this from Spencer, he was always gentle and careful. Too careful. 

But now I feel his passion burning, my longing for him makes me press my body hard against his as his lips quicken their pace against mine and I feel his warm tongue gliding along my lips as I give it entrance. Our breathing quickens and I pull him into our living room and onto the sofa. 

"Darcy" he breaths hesitantly, he's afraid I'm not thinking straight but I know exactly what I want 

I stop and let my breathing slow 

"Darcy, what-was-that-about" he huffs breathlessly with a huge smile on his face as he leans his elbows on either side of me and hovers above me 

"I missed you Spence" I say as I bite my lip and blush 

I felt like a silly teenager again, he was my husband for god sake but he made me feel like a little schoolgirl with a teenage crush. I loved how he made me feel 

"I missed you too baby" he smiled, it had been so long since he called me that 

"I miss you Spencer, everyday all I do is think about how much I miss you, I miss your crazy facts, I miss waking up in the morning and watch you pick out your favourite odd socks, I miss how you read me your favourite books every night and I miss how you make me feel" I give a small laugh and blush once again 

Spencer laughs too and places his palm on my cheek, his eyes bore into mine lovingly 

"I want that back Darcy, I want us back, how we used to be" he whispers gently 

"We could you know! We could at least try! We finally have Jacob back in our lives, we could be a family and maybe, if everything goes ok, maybe we could try again" I smile looking towards my stomach, I look back up into Spencer's eyes and watch as they light up when he understands what I mean 

"Oh Darcy" he breathes "you really think we could? Uhh have another?" he smiles with excitement 

"We could always try" I laugh at how cute he is 

He gives the biggest grin and suddenly finds his fire from earlier, he leans in and begins to plant kisses on my neck, I lean my head back in bliss as his hands roam my body 

I had been waiting for this for too long, we strip our clothes as quickly as we can and finally I feel Spencer's warm body pressed against me, how it should have always been. I feel his strong arms hold my body tightly as I rake my fingers up and down his back as he presses hard against me and with that we both hit our high and our bodies untangle as I lay my head on his bare chest 

"I love you Darcy" he whispers at my ear as he rubs his hand up and down my arm 

"I love you Spencer" I smile as I kiss his cheek

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HEY EVERYONE! Sorry these are short chapters. What do you think of Spencer and Darcy's little kiss and make up scene? Will it last? Please comment what you think and share this story with your friends! YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!

Unfortuantly things are going to go downhill from here, there will be a lot of hurt and loss, but some light and new love along the way! WHAT DO YOU THINK WILL HAPPEN??