『m』『e』『?』『?』Part #2

A breath of fresh air

Calm that's what I feel when I try to let go. Pulling on heart strings and thinking too much. Like screaming underwater and suffocating while everything is silent above. Serenity, peace, sanity slowly turning into madness and chaos. What would happen if I lost my mind I wonder many times yet I still choose to keep my sanity. Life would be better not thinking he said. I can't be what you want, I can't do what you want, I can't say what you want. I don't know anything about you. I don't know anything about me. You don't know what you want and neither do I. I used to think two broken people could fix each other but I was wrong. Nothing needs to be fixed and you can't fix anyone but I can fix myself even if it means being alone to do that. So I rather say nothing. Let the silence consume me I am not your burden that's right I am my burden and I'm the only one who can change me.