『m』『e』『?』『?』Part #2

Feelings?

I know I'm totally weird but whatever, moving on sometimes I write things with no substance like it feels like there is no feeling in what I say but in some of what I write here I genuinely feel pain. Like emotional pain and it does make me sad to the point of crying but that's just cause the words are on my mind and deep down beyond my funny side I am not always okay but we all have trails and sh#t we go through 💔 some just cope better than others. Breaking down in front of someone often makes me feel weak and it's not something I'll do in front of many and those I did break down in front of were people I trusted who I thought I could be myself with, not that I'm not me just there's some sides of me you don't see. Some people I think I shouldn't have speaken to and others, I'm glad I met them. Some turned their backs on me others stayed but that's okay. Some people I left in the dust and others left me in the dust. At least here I can say what's bothering me without some asshole saying I'm spamming him lmao I think I need some jokes to lighten my mood. Yes humour makes me feel better. 😅

Anyway I'll post again when my thoughts eat me away...