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『All those fairy tales are full of shit...One more fucking love song, I'll be sick 』

Changbin knew they needed to talk and work this all out but he didn't expect it to be so soon.

He heard a knock on his door but didn't go to open it straight away. Changbin thought about it but from his favorite spot on the couch he just didn't feel like actually getting up. 

Luckily (or not so luckily for him) the sound of the front door opened then closed. For a second, Changbin thought it was Chan...and he panicked because he had no clue what to fucking say.

But then Felix came in and stopped right in front of the doorway. He wasn't sure if this was much better either. 

"We're talking. Now."

Changbin just nodded his head, sitting up straight as he watched his boyfriend (was Felix even his boyfriend anymore? He didn't know) drag a chair and sit in front of him.

They both sat there for a minute, kind of just taking in the fact that this was their first time seeing each other in almost a week. It was nerve-wracking, for the both of them. They've never really been without each other for a few days or so.

Changbin was sure he'd throw up right then and there if Felix didn't speak up.

"What happened, Binnie?"

That didn't really help the male feel any better with the whole being sick thing.

"I'd just really like it if we kept this entire conversation honest." Felix sighed, messing with the distressed part of his jeans. "The worst has already happened so...the least you can do is be honest, right?"

Changbin kept his hands in his lap, trying to keep himself from fidgeting about. "I'm sorry-"

Felix quickly shushed him before he could keep going. "I don't want to hear any apologies. Just be honest with me." His eyes looked at the two rings Changbin was wearing, it made him somewhat happy to see but Felix didn't want to get ahead of himself.

"I swear I never wanted to hurt you."

"But you did."

Changbin dropped his head, inhaling and exhaling slowly. "...But I did..." He made eye contact with Felix again, he deserved to be looked right in the eye. 

"I guess I was overwhelmed. I don't want to make excuses because what I did isn't really excusable but I seriously wasn't thinking straight."

Felix nodded his head as if he was listening but Changbin was sure his own thoughts were bouncing around in his head. He had looked away only to look back with tears starting to build and flow down his cheeks with one blink of his eyes.

"Did you ever love me?"

"Don't- don't ask me that Felix." 

Changbin didn't have to touch his face to know he was crying once again. "You know I do." He slowly placed his hand on top of the male's, holding it and locking their fingers together. Felix tried to pull away but Changbin had a good grip on him, eventually he just let it be and gave in.