HEARTLESS LOVE

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"josefa!" that's mama meldy.

"can't you stop calling me josefa mommy! i don't like josefa for pete sake!" i hissed.

"anak ano bang nangyayari sayo" mommy about to hold my face when i took a step back and stare at them.

"don't..." mommy stop.

"tigilan niyo na tong lahat! dahil kahit minsan hindi na natin ulit maibabalik ang dati" i yelled that make them stood up.

"imee!" that's daddy

"specially you dad!!! wag ka na ngang mag inarte na maibabalik pa natin ang dati, dahil ang totoo hindi na. marami nang nagbago hindi na ako yung bata na kilalang kilala mo!"

"atee...." irene tried to hold me when i stop her.

"imee why are you acting like this!" daddy yelled that make everybody flinched except me.

"dahil ayoko na!!! pagod na pagod na akong makipag plastikan sainyo lalong lalo na sayo dad! and bong!" then by that a strong slap landed on my face.

"daddy!!"
"hon" that's irene and tommy and about to hold me again when i signal them that i don't need them.

"dito! dito ka magaling! ang manakit.  this is your talent dad ang saktan kami! lalong lalo na ako" i still holding back my tears.

"ang gusto ko lang ay mapabuti kayo" he yelled that make me look at his eyes without blinking.

"ayan dad! that's the reason why we can't fix this anymore. gusto mo palaging ikaw! kailangan laging ikaw! paano naman kami, paano naman ako?" i keep yelling while looking at him

"wala akong ginawang kinasama ninyo" i simply laughed.

"ohh really? bakit! kung hindi naman natutunan ni irene mahalin si greggy ulit wala na dapat si greggy sa pamilyang to ha! i still can remember the day you forced irene to forgive greggy dahil nagkaroon siya ng kabit! ayan ba ang tinatawag mong nakakabuti ha daddy?"

"ate!!!" that's irene but i didn't pay attention of that before i look at bong firmly.

"tsaka si bong! hindi bat pinilit mo lang siya sa posisyon niya ngayon na dapat ako? pero anong sabi mo! woman can't lead! now look at me dad. ako to!! ang babaeng panganay mong anak ang nasa taas parin habang ang sarili niyang tatay ay pilit siyang binaba-ba"

"stop" that's daddy but i didn't stop.

"bakit? ayaw mo nang marinig ang mga katotohanan! natatakot ka na dahil unti unti ka nang sinasampal ng kasamaan mo! bakit daddy akala mo ba nakakalimutan na namin ang ginawa mo sa kapatid naming si aimee?" i can see mama meldy's crying. pati sila irene umiiyak na din while ella just looking at me.

"anak tama na" that's mama meldy.

"hindi mommy! daddy needs to wake up into reality na sumosobra na siya!"

"imee...tama na" daddy stop me.

"i won't stop dad! natatakot ka sigurong maalala si aimee, natatakot kang malaman ni mommy na ikaw ang tunay na dahilan kung bakit siya nawala at namatay!!!" then i saw their shooked in their face, specially bong..

bong really love's aimee, kaya nung nawala siya at ako ang sinisi nabalutan na ng poot ang puso niya para saakin.

"Ferdinand!!!" that's mommy trying to ask daddy what's going on

"nagsisinungaling ang anak mo imelda" i smirk before walk infront of him and for the first time i slap my dad because of anger! i can't help it

"wala ka parin pinagbabago!!! sinungaling ka parin. anak mo ako, anak mo kami ni aimee pero ikaw mismo ang sumira ng buhay namin" i yelled that make me pushed me kaya agad naman akong natumba then after that i heard a slap landed on dad's face and that's from mommy meldy

"fedinand!! anak mo ang sinasaktan mo" ella and tommy helped me to get up.

"wala akong anak na sinungaling imelda!!" he hissed, i laugh.

"daddy nga kita? parehas tayong magaling magtago ng kasinungalingan. pero ang pinagkaiba lang natin parehas tayong nagtatago ng kasinungalingang parehas mong ikakabagsak" he fist his ball while looking at me, galit na galit.

"imee anong sinasabi mo" that's mama meldy.

"we also need to know the truth for fucking sake!" bong hissed.

"you should stop doing this imee! sinisira mo ang pamilya natin" i smirk

"ako ang sumisira? ang pagkakaalam ko matagal na tayong sira simula pinatay mo ang kapatid ko!" then daddy about to slap me again when mama meldy grab him.

"Ferdinand anong sinasabi ng anak mo" that's mama meldy.

"imee! binabantaan kita!" he yelled.

"for the second time you'll threatening me again. what a dejavu daddy" mas lalo naman siyang nagalit.

"get out imee!!! outt" he shout

"kahit paulit ulit mong pabanguhan at linisin ang sarili mo hindi mo parin maitatago ang kabahuan ng ugali mo! at hindi mo maitatago ang katotohanan na ikaw ang dahilan sa lahat ng to!" i yelled.

"imee i said..get ou----" he cut his own words when his heart disease attack

everybody approached him except me who just staring him slowly dying, you deserve that daddy after you did to my little aimee.

"i'm sorry anak...imee" that's daddy while looking at me and reaching my hand, gusto kong umiyak but kahit anong pilit ko wala nang luhang gustong lumabas sa mata ko.

nababalutan na ang puso ko ng kasinungalingang pinamulat saakin ng daddy.

"you deserve that dad! you deserve to die like you did to my sister" i said

"ang sama ng ugali mo!" that's bong and about to slap me when i kick his buddy.

"magpasalamat ka saakin bong dahil hindi pa ako ganon kasama para tuluyang patayin ang daddy niyo gaya ng ginawa niya sa paborito mong kapatid" i said while i was holding and pinching his wrist.

"what are you saying imeee!!" he yelled

"just watch out!!!" i punched he's stomach before i look at dad again with my mom and irene crying on his side.

"why are you crying? hindi pa siya patay para iyakan niyo" i said that make them look at me.

"imee!" that's mommy but i didn't pay attention of her instead i walk to get my bag and grab my 50,000 cash and throw in the air pababa kay daddy.

"that money is the reason why we have this miserable life, binulag ka ng pera daddy. binulag ka ng selos mo!"