HEARTLESS LOVE

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i scratch my eyes and i didn't see any rod in my room, i guess he's now eating with my family.

they really annoying! they can't even wake me. hmpf!

i headed in my bathroom and wash my face and change my clothes before i walk downstairs.

there i saw my family peacefully eating without me. what a bonding

"finally anak your awake" that's daddy before he stood up and about to kiss my cheeks when i stop him

"i'm okay, you don't need to. don't be so oa, your too obvious that your doing this for a show" i said then rolled my eyes

"imee ang aga anak" that's mommy

"hayaan mo imelda kasalanan ko rin naman to" that's daddy

"buti alam mo" i said then leave him and took my sit.

"good morning nay" ella kiss my cheeks.

"morning" i great back

"morning baby" that's rod who leaned to whispered that to me.

"morning" i said.

"what do you want anak? a hotdog? a bacon? what do you want?" that's daddy.

"mukhang sinapian ka ata ng mabuting espiritu? mukhang nagbago ang ihip ng hangin eh" i said then look at his eyes.

then a silent condensed us.
"anyway i don't like any of that, i don't like eating hotdog or frozen foods" i said.

"sorry anak hindi ko alam" that's daddy again.

"wala ka naman talagang alam" i said

"manang! ano ba" that's bonget. i just shooked my head.

"manang clarita! gave me my cereals" and then manang clarita immediately ran towards us while she was holding my cereals.

"thank you" i said then gave her my smile before she left.

"you looking better when you smile" that's daddy again, Oh god this old man! can he please shut his fucking mouth!

"please! can you please let me eat my food for a moment?" i sarcastically look at him before he nood.

"good. marunong ka naman pala talagang umintindi" i said then eat my food.

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after eating my food i was about to stood when dad spoke again. god! he's making me irritated.

"are you done" a nonsense question came from him

"is it obvious huh?" i asked and rolled my eyes

"imee your dad just asking!" that's mommy with her high tone.

"i don't care" mom was about to stood up when dad stop her

"meldy. it's okay" that's dad's before i rolled my eyes. he's really a plastic

"oh aalis na ako? okay naman na daw sabi ng asawa mo" i said then leave them.

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since today is Sunday i decided to take a swimming since i don't have scheduled.

"where are you going" That's rod as he walk in my room.

"swimming" i simply chortled.

i'm wearing my two piece cover by my coverup jacket.

"did you want me to come with you?" rod asked. i shooked my head.

"you don't need to. just spend your time with my family since you start knowing them right" i said then about to leave when he hold my hand

"are you sure?" he ask.

"did i look not?" i said then rolled my eyes

"let go of my hand or did you want me to cut yours" i asked that make him immediately let go of me.

"good. you really a good listener huh" i patch his head and leave him.

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the sun are waving at me that's why i decided to get my skin tan even more since i also need the sun for my skin.

gosh! my skin are suffocating in air condition.

"can i join" i look up and took out my shades when i felt some presence in my side.

there i saw dad standing beside me, is he really trying my patience!? god! can he please just leave me alone?

"i also prepared a drinks for you" he said then handed me a wine in a glass.

"why are you doing this old man" i asked as i just look at him and didn't took the glass he was offering.

he put that in my side before took a sit in my side.

"Because i want to fix our family" he said, i sighed.

"didn't you get it? we can't fix this anymore" i said he look at me.

"why anak?" he asked, i put back my glass and close my eyes before i answer.

"you see this" i pointed my chest.

"hmm" he said.

"because you leave a scar in that place" i said then i heard his sighed.

"that's why i want you to heal anak, that's why i'm here. let me do my part" he said, i scoff.

"why are you doing this huh! wait, let me guess......for a show?" i asked as i'm silently laughing and look at him

"ofcourse not anak, i want us to fix again" he said, i stood up and about to grab my jacket when he hug me

"anak imee please" he pleaded then i silently pushed him.

"i still can't forget what you did old man! i cant forgive you" i said.

"then let me to fix everything" he said

"i'm letting you daddy but don't expect everything will fix with that" then i leaned on him and whispered

"because you make my heart, heartless" i said then leave him alone.