ASYMMETRIC AGAPE (𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙵𝚇𝚂𝚃𝚄𝙳𝙴𝙽𝚃 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟸 | 𝙼.𝚄 𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙴𝚂)

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 4- ʙᴜʟʟꜱᴇʏᴇ

JUNO's POV

Love is kind.

It's been a week since my last conversation with Miss Zoe, my prideful self was triggered. Di ako pumunta sa gig hanggang nag friday, today is Tuesday. Sa loob ng isang linggo walang patawad si Miss Railee at Miss Amira, napakaperfectionist. Siguro ganyan talaga if nakasalalay sayo ang kaligtasan ng nakararami. I spent my weekdays studying and exhausting myself in my mini arena. Do you ever feel that you're living but everything about you is dead. I went to Manila, left everything behind, without explanation and further drama. My family didn't say anything, I know they want to comfort me but I don't have the face to breakdown, I had enough. I lost all my friends, they despised me, without asking my side, they are content with what they saw, not the reason behind it, it's like I'm not hurting only the other side. Now, I'm questioning if they really are my friends, I really pity myself. I don't know why, all my life I've been selfless, but one day I chose myself for the first time I became arrogant, selfish, heartless and whatever adjectives they threw at my face. Isn't it heartbreaking?

"Juno, you're spacing out, you will stay in the sports club? Archery? I want to see you using guns, there is such a sport here right? I'm wondering if you can beat Jazz" Jared is really pestering me about this, I know he knows what I can do, what he is up to now?

"Get to the point Jared, I'm not gullible" I stared at him boredly.

"I'm just pissed, that Jazz is so full of himself grabbing every girl 'cause he's like the king of everything, I really wanna erase his maniac face", what's his problem? Just when he's giving a shit about someone?

"Okay, you know I'll do everything for the both of you, will you be happy if I'll beat him with a straight perfect score?" anything, anything that will make these close friends of mine happy. His face lit up. Lol.

"REALLY?! DAMN I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIS LOSER FACE!" he's really into this huh.

"Let's go, and put my name on the list, today is the try outs" I stand up and grab my bag.

"Where's Alexa by the way?" kami lang kasi dalawang kumain sa cafeteria ngayon.

"She said she got some errands, guard our princess Jared, I think she has her eyes on someone, I always caught her smiling while chatting with someone" that's true, di ko lang siya tinatanong di pa siguro siya sigurado sa kalandian niya pero masaya siya, kaya hinahayaan ko na.

"Kaya pala, ayaw na sumama sakin mag mall" I just chuckled and we started walking in the hallway.

Jared put my name on the list, maraming tao hmm. Andito rin si Jazz, totoo nga daming nakapalibot na girls ah, marami na raw pinaiyak to. Di naman gwapo, tsk.

"Ay Mr. Heist, totoo po tong nilista nyo? Hindi ikaw po?" sabi nung nag-oorganize sa mga new players na gustong sasali.

"Pero di ba po Archery si Miss Huxley?" malamang hindi na kasi andito, buti tahimik akong tao eh.

"Ahhh lilipat siya dito, boring na raw sa Archery" what an excuse.

"Miss Huxley for the try outs, may isang baril sa gitna, 20m kalayo sa target, you have 5 bullets, 10 points ang highest each bullet pagtatama sa pulang target yung pinakagitna" I'm listening, that's easy.

"Sir Jason, Miss Juno is here for the try out" nagulat yung Coach, why? Even people turn their gazes here, even the maniac Jazz. He's calm, huh. Let's see.