𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐒

ɪ'ʟʟ ᴍɪss ʏᴏᴜ. | | ᴇᴅᴏᴛ ʙᴀʙʏ

SUFARHILL,NYC
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IXIA POV

After edot died everything been going wrong lately I been sad everybody been sad but nobody don't know him like I do. I miss him, I need him by my side all that I wish I can do what I can do when he was here.

I need him so bad, I want to hear him , feel him , love him do more I jus need one more hug  and say " I love you." To him.

After he died I been staying in my room keeping my distance away from people even his friends which is mines I didn't dare to look at them cus if I did I would have seen edot.

Today I decided to see edot grave because I want to talk to him to express my feelings how it is without him and tell him how much I love him.

So right now I'm taking i shower in my thoughts deeply.

I jus he was here, right here behind me hugging me telling how much he loves me and he would put a baby in me.

I begin to cry but I quickly wipe them and got out the shower putting on my deodorant, lotion and my perfume that he liked on.

I begin to put my underwear on and my clothes after putting my stuff on I brush my teeth and wash my face and did my hair.

The outfit and hairstyle:

I put him in my mouth and put on his diamond watch on and walked out the house locking the door behind me.

I got in the car going to the store buying my baby some flowers for him.

I arrive at the store grabbing this flowers and paid for them leaving out the store.

The flowers:

I arrive at the cemetery, i got out my car locking it walking to his grave stone seeing this on it am I immediately started to cry.

The grave stone:

( jus act like it says edot full name and his date birth an the date he died.)

I sat down by his grave n sit his flowers by gravestone am I begin to talk about how my day is and how life is without edot.

"So I know you probably mad that I haven't came to see you but I'm here now am I jus wanted to tell you that I miss you and I love you so. And I wish you was here and it was my fault for not being with you an I wish I can hug you." I said while tears falls down my face and I grab the flowers holding them.

"I wish this was me not you in this grave who every killed you need to be in jail or if you did committed you could have jus tell me your problems and you will be jus fine baby. Why did you leave me I need you and you know that I don't have nobody else but you, every since you left I haven't talk to nobody nor got out my house because I can't live without you and if I did see your family it's going to reminds me of you and I feel guilty even tho I didn't do nothing." I said n wipe my tears and kiss his gravestone.

"Also my day wasn't going good like the others days I been left alone and my live is about to start over ig but I'm not feeling good nor well without you, you is my sunshine, my love of my life, my Mimi me, my lil baby where is you? Did you make it to heaven yet." I said chuckle a lil.

"Jus know if I do something it's only for you I will be a model for you anything you wanted me to do I will do that but not the rapping shit that shot over with I ain't doing that." I said laughing and laid down.

" I hope you know I love you so much baby and I hope you love me back and I want to let you know that I feel sick without you my mental health going down and I don't think if I can make it without you nor notti I miss both of y'all sm." I said and begin to cry again i hurry and sit up putting my hands in my face crying and sobbing.

"Well I have to go bae and notti I hope you both enjoy my conversation with y'all and I will be visiting y'all everyday I love y'all." I said kissing his gravestone twice and kiss Nottis once.

I got up and walked a lil before looking back and looked at they grave smiling crying.

"ɪ'ʟʟ ᴍɪss ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛᴛɪ." I said an walked away going to my car wiping my tear away.

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