Misfortune

Chapter 23

Now that James is up, he wants to sleep on one of the beds upstairs, which I'm fine with because I don't want to sleep beside him on the floor anymore. However, there's a problem. My brothers two story house has three bedrooms upstairs and two bedrooms downstairs. Thats a total of five bedrooms, so why does James insist on us sharing one? It's not like we never slept together before but with the way things were earlier, I'm afraid of him wanting to do a lot more than sleeping, to be honest I'm not sure if I'm ready for that.

I stood in the corner of the biggest bedroom upstairs as James folded the large covers on the bed. Once he made sure all the pillows were fluffed, he pulled his shirt off over his head, revealing his tone body. I bite my lip as I look down at my feet,' Don't let him pull you in'.

My breathing becomes heavy as I go over to the bed. His eyes watch me like I'm his prey as I get under the covers. A smirk spreads across his face as he lays beside me. His half-closed eyes watched me as I tugged on the covers while sucking in my lips.

"Are you nervous?" He asks in a low voice.

I grab his hand and rub it gently while nodding. He looks down at our hands and back at me with warm eyes," Your hand feels good in mine."

"I've never done this before," I quickly say.

"That's okay," he whispers, already knowing what I'm implying.

I look at his stomach and ask," Does it still hurt?"

"It's not healed, but it's getting there."

I give him a quick peck on the lips as I whisper," I'm sorry she did that to you, I can't imagine how you must feel."

The bed shifts as he adjusts his position while slightly grunting," It's fine, at least I'm still here with you."

I move closer to him while parting my lips slightly. He lets out a deep breath as his thumb runs along my bottom lip. My eyes close as I let his hands explore around my body. His heavy hand runs down my shoulder to my side as he connects our lips gently. My body tingles with every warm kiss we share. Our sensual kiss only lasted seconds before he started placing small kisses on my face. I smile as he kisses my closed eyelids.

"Look at me, I want to see those pretty eyes," he whispers in-between each kiss.

My eyes open making him smile. A trail of hickey's scarred my body until he got down to the end of my shirt, I close my eyes as he begins sliding it off. I lean up a bit so the shirt can fully come off, revealing my bare skin for him. I felt uneasy being naked like this, my body couldn't be anything compared to a womans. I'm skinny and tall like a skeleton, which made me really insecure. He leans in closer to me as he leaves a kiss trail on my cheek down to my collar bone. He slowly hovers over me while licking my sensitive nipples. My back arches unintentionally as my hips rub against his. The sensation was driving me crazy; I feel so sensitive to his touch. Thinking about having this done by any other man in the world was weird, but having it be done by James made me feel special.

"Hey," James consoles me as he hovers over my face. He removes my hands that I used to cover my face from embarrassment, making me look at him.

With a warm smile, he whispers," You're so beautiful."

He was tugging on all my heartstrings; I could feel my cheeks heating up with excitement as I covered my face in embarrassment once more.

'Why am I blushing like a high-school girl???'

He pulls my hands down to my side, saying," I want to see your face when I make you mine so don't hold back on me, okay?"

I bite my bottom lip while nodding.