Butterfly Effect ❦

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 48 "𝙱𝚊𝚍 𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜."

Numb..

That was all she felt laying on her bed staring at the dull white ceiling.

All the voices in.her head had went quiet.

They were too loud earlier that she couldnt sleep.

Luckily there were some pills left over from the medicine she found.

she may or may not have took too much..

Dolores is alive..

He was never dead..

I suffered for nothing..

I had to go through everything alone..

Does god really hate me this much to make me go through this everyday..?

Maybe if I end it..-

Knock knock knock

Mariella sat up and looked at the door.

The door then opened revealing Elios he was holding a tray with her favorite breakfast, chocolate pancakes with strawberries and a strawberry milkshake.

"..." Mariella hesitantly took the plate.

"Don't worry, I made it this time.." Elios said.

Mariella then nodded staring down at the tray.

"I'll leave you be.." Elios kissed her forehead and then left closing the door behind him.

Mariella sat down on her bed. She pursed her lips looking down at the food.

She didn't feel hungry..but she didn't feel full.

Her heart ached so much she didn't even crave any food.

Why does it hurt so much..?

It shouldn't hurt after so much pain..

I should've expected it..

She took up her fork and took a bite of the pancake.

The food was tasteless and bitter in her mouth. She put it on her night stand and looked over at the windows. The sun covered clouds making the sky darker..

It looked like it was about to rain..

Mariella got up off her bed slowly walking to her balcony door. Her movements stopped when she heard a knock on her door.

"Angelo..are you okay in there? You haven't left your room since yesterday.."

Mariella froze hearing his voice. She remained silent.

The door opened slightly and Dolores peaked in. "Mari..?"

Mariella stood there looking directly at him.

"Mariella.."

"What do you want?" She asked with a cold tone. She was looking at him with indifference.