"where are you taking me to?" you ask him while he drags you to a world.
a world where you'll love and regret for the rest of your life
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In just 2 more days, 11th Grade will soon be over and the summer vacation is gonna start soon, everyone is excited and have plans of celebrating a whole new chapter of their lives.
Meanwhile, you, the antisocial one, don't want to count yourself in since you don't want to celebrate anything until you see Jimin again.
yes, him, it has always been him.
the morning arrives again, you begin to prepare for school but your mind is mentally unprepared as you drop your toothbrush in the toilet bowl.
you made a "tsk" noise with your mouth and teeth as you watch the toothbrush float on the disgusting toilet water bowl.
you snatched it out of there and you place it somewhere where no one can see it.
you decided to wash your face but instead of moving, you just stood up straight right in front of the huge dirty mirror, your eyes roam around your entire face and your neck, your dark circles are so huge and your pimples are increasing too.
you see how miserable and sad you look, ever since he stopped showing up to you.
there was no day that you didn't miss him, you've been longing for his existence, and you cry every night thinking of what have you done for him not to show up again.
it always feels like it's your fault why this is happening to you.
your head starts to hurt as the light strikes your eyes making you look down a bit, you just got at least 5 hours of sleep since insomnia has been disrupting your sleep for quite some time.
it makes you lose focus and lose interest in the things you used to love and it's affecting you so much and your life.
how you could wish that you could forget about him but you can't, this kind of love is unforgettable.
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you go downstairs, ready on the outside but bad on the inside, you continue to walk downstairs but your feet slow down as you could hear your mom and sister talking in the living room.
you don't want to disrupt their talk since it sounds serious and deep so you moved to the side while hiding from them to hear more.
"Mom, about Y/n, I don't think she's okay," Rose says in a tone.
your heart instantly begins to beat quickly as you make your hand into a fist.
everyone keeps saying that, and you couldn't believe that even your sister is saying the same thing to your mom.
"I think s-so too, maybe she needs our help, maybe she could improve" your mom adds.
"yes, she needs us but I don't think our help is enough" Rose mumbles but it's clear to your ears.
what does she mean? you ask yourself as you go a bit closer to hear some more words.
you're waiting for your mom's reply but unfortunately she didn't, so your sister begins to talk once again.
"I mean like look at what's happening to her, she's definitely not okay, she may be hiding it to us but we know her more than anyone else, she is missing someone who no one knows" she says confidently to her mom.
you are completely stunned at hearing her words, you couldn't believe that they're also thinking the same way as others were thinking and it is making your blood boil more than anything.
"she will obviously not agree to the decision" your mom tries to argue.
"but mom, no matter how hard we try to hide the truth, it's out, she really needs some help of a mental hospital" Rose finishes the conversation.
you couldn't hold it anymore as you begin to walk faster until you reached both of them.
your mom was stunned at your sudden action while your sister looks at you straight and ready.
"w-what did I just heard?" you stutters as your voice begins to break apart while looking at them both.
your mom looks down at the floor with a disappointed face meanwhile your sister gulps her own saliva.
"I thought that y'all understand me! but no! I was so wrong!" you scream in a deafening manner as your heart shatters, tears begins to flow down as your teeth clenches with each other.
'Y/n, please, we're doing this for your good!" your sister screams back at you.
"I'm telling both of you that I'm not crazy!" you say one last time as you snatch your bag from the floor and stormed out of the house.
"see, I told you, this is not the right time" your mom states at Rose.
"It's better that she knows now, at least she's aware that we're gonna do this and not in surprise" Rose says.
