Tahimik kong nilapag yung toga ko sa ibabaw ng study table ko. Hinubad ko din yung suot ko at nilagay sa hanger at sinabit sa isang tabi. Kakauwi lang namin at medyo lutang pa ako dahil nag speech pa ako kanina. Sabi nga ni Kuya dapat daw nilagyan ko manlang ng feelings yung boses ko. Pero para sakin okay na iyon, nagpasalamat naman ako sa lahat e.
Pumasok ako sa walk in closet ko para humanap ng damit na presentable. We will have a formal dinner outside. Instead kasi na maghanda nalang sa bahay ay nagsabi ako na baka pwedeng intimate dinner nalang sa labas. Ayaw ko muna kasi makakita ng madaming tao. Gusto ko kami kami lang.
Napapagod ako... nalulungkot din dahil hanggang ngayon iwas pa din si Addison sa akin.
Though nagpadala sya ng gift kanina pero hindi iyon sapat para sa akin. I want to see her.
Kahit masilayan ko lang sya ulit na nakangiti, okay na sa akin iyon. Huwag lang yung ganito na parang tinataguan nya ako.
Matapos kong mabura yung make up ko at makapaglinis ng katawan ay lumabas na ako ng banyo at nagbihis. Finold ko hanggang siko yung sleeve ng damit ko. Inayos ko din yung belt ng slacks ko at sinuklay ang medyo humahaba ko ng buhok.
I still look beautifully handsome, but I can't bring myself to smile, even if it's a fake one. I lost the joy in my eyes too. Mabuti nalang hindi nila napapansin iyon dahil sanay sila na tahimik ako at may sariling mundo.
Basta, parang bumalik ako sa dating ako nuong hindi pa sya nakakapasok sa buhay ko.
I sprayed some perfume on my neck,shoulders, and wrist, and when I was satisfied with my looks, I decided to go down.
Nasa sala na pala silang lahat at ako nalang ang inaantay.
When they saw me, Dad and Mom flashed me a genuine smile. I know they're proud because I got the highest spot in our ranking. But I know that they're still proud of me even without those things. Bonus nalang kumbaga na honor student ako dahil mahal naman nila ako kahit wala iyon.
Umakbay sa akin si Kuya at inamoy ako. Siniko ko tuloy sya kaya napa igik sya sa sakit.
"Mom, I told you! Look, she's becoming mature, alam na nya magpabango. Siguro may pinopormahan na ito."
"Shut up.."- I said lowly and rolled my eyes.
"Kenz, stop teasing your sister."- suway ni Dad.
Ngumuso naman si Kuya at lumapit ulit sakin. Hindi para mang asar kundi para bumulong.
"If you like someone, don't be afraid to tell it to me, okay? Kikilatisin ko because I don't want to see you get hurt. You're precious to me, Juztine."
He kissed my head and tapped my back. Until they all decided that we should have a group hug. Their laughter resonated in the air, and I'm sure some of our maids who were busy cleaning heard us and saw us having sweet family moments.
We arrive at the restaurant, which is too familiar to me. I swallowed hard and couldn't even move my feet to walk inside.
"Why are we here?"
"What's wrong? You said yes, right?" - Mom inquired, sounding confused.
"You didn't tell me, dito. Akala ko ba sa ibang resto——"
"Mom? Juz, what's wrong?"- my brother asked. He's looking through the open window.
Palipat lipat din ang tingin niya sa amin ni mommy pero ang atensyon ni mommy ay nasa akin lang.
Narinig ko din ang pagbaba ni Kuya sa kotse kasunod nya si Dad.
"Anak, ayaw mo ba dito? Ang totoo nyan mag papa reserve sana kami sa iba pero nauna ng kausapin ng Kuya mo si ate Rein mo at pumayag naman sya na dito ka nalang mag celebrate."- she explained.
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She Loves Me ✔
RomantizmR18+ ✔ Juztine Claire Arden is the youngest daughter of her parents, despite being rich and surrounded by loving parents and a brother, she still grew distant and cold. She hates people and doesn't want anything to do with them, which is why she has...
