Ruin Me (#2 in the Brotherhood series)

Chapter 21

Zade

I walk into my bedroom and slam the door behind me.

My brother? He was born after my parent got remarried so that means that they kept that secret for twenty three damn years.

I walk out to the balcony on the opposite side of the room. As I sit I try to take deep breaths. It's not often the mention of Margarine sets me off, most times she's mentioned I feel nothing.

I'm normally immune, but the longer he spoke it was as if I could see her walk up to me in the same white lingerie as she always did.

I was always her target because she used to say I had pretty eyes.

"You have eyes like fire. They are beautiful but deadly." She'd say

Deadly indeed. Despite me being her target after the first assault she never got the chance to rape me again. I refused to get hard for her. Eventually her pedophile lust turned into hatred

So instead she beat me till I bled. If I messed up slightly she'd punch me until I cried for mercy, but she never stopped.

Eventually Christian and I had enough and all of the boys in her group teamed up to have her killed. I was the one to cut open her throat, I didn't stop there either. I used one of the boy's machete and beheaded her.

That was when I acknowledged how much anger I had building inside of me. I'm that moment I realized that I could not depend more n my parents nor could I depend on anyone else but myself and the brotherhood that was forming.

I hate her but she's dead. I only wanted to kill Luco because he brought it up to purposely try and  hurt me.

The bedroom door opens and Rayna walks towards me. She sits in the chair adjacent to me.

"I'm really sorry you're going through this Zade." She sighs and places her hand on my thigh.

My body stiffens slightly, only because she seems to be the antidote for my frozen heart. One touch from her and all of my anger dissipates into the air. That scares me more than anything traumatic memory could.

I want to get my frustration out, and I want to do it the only way I know how.

Damn the injuries and damn the small amount of sanity telling me this is a bad idea.

I slam my lips against hers. She moans in my mouth.

That's all I need to hear before picking her up and carrying her to the bed. I don't think she seems to be thinking clearly either since her vision is blinded by lust.

I kick off my dress shoes and pull off her heels. In one swift move I pull off her body con dress. The sudden movement causes her boobs to bounce slightly. The sight causes my slacks to become tighter from my swelling cock.

I take note of her body and how beautiful it is. She has a few stretch marks on her slightly chubby belly and that only makes me more eager to taste her again.

I unbuckle my pants and allow the to fall to the ground. Before she can get sight of all of me I climb on top of her.

I lean down and nip her jaw hard. I feel her wince against me. I do the action again this time right after I lap my tongue out on the now bruised site. Her body shudders beneath mine.

I do the same thing to the other side of her jaw. I try my best to keep in mind that she's a virgin and that I will need to be more gentle.

She pulls my button shirt apart causing all of the buttons to go flying across the room.