Warning: R-18
Heaven
There were a lot of things running through my mind in the middle of the trip while I watched the trees outside the window.
Ang dami dami kong mga tanong sa kanya noong wala pa siya sa tabi. Ngunit ngayong meron na, hindi ko alam kung bakit napapangunahan ako ng hiya.
I did a lot of things to pull him from the right side when, all along... he's with me. Oh damn it. Umabot pa ako sa puntong inakit akit siya, tapos... siya pala ang kabilang sa pulis sa aming dalawa? Not just a police, huh? He's a special agent! A hustling agent! One of the best, not just in this country but outside too!
What did I do in my past life to deserve this kind of embarrassment? Did I try to outsmart the mastermind himself? And all along, I was part of his plans? All along, it wasn't me who was doing the movements, but him?!
Pumikit ako sa mga naiisip ko. Kung hindi ko lang natanaw ang checkpoint, hindi ako nadistract lalo na't agad akong nagpanic.
Kumunot ang noo ni Trison sa akin lalo na't mabilis ang lingon ko sa kanya, medyo kabado. And he noticed it.
"You're not with a criminal," he pointed out.
That's when I realized I got used to his presence as... Wallace.
Kumalma ako habang umaabante na siya sa checkpoint at ibinaba lamang ang salamin. The soldiers who were bracing for our car, as soon as they saw Trison driving, immediately saluted in chorus. Bumusina si Trison at deri-deritso na ang paandar, hindi na siya hinarang pa.
Wow... He wasn't just questioned and checked; they even saluted him. Now that I've seen the respect they gave him, I am more amazed that he's really this big.
Tumingin ako saglit sa katawan niya. He's wearing a white button-down shirt that he pulled in a manly way because of the sleeves that were rolled up to his arms, showing his veins and making him look more massive.
Unti-unti kong napagtanto na talagang kahit nakadamit siya, alam mo na hindi siya marahan sa kama. I can't believe Diana's words lingered in my mind about his physique.
Nahuli ni Trison ang titig ko. Binasa niya ang labi at nanunuya ang ngiti sa labi niya. I cleared my throat again and distracted myself outside the window when I could sense he's now glancing at me from time to time. Noong ako ang lumingon at hinuli ang tingin niya, tahimik niyang ipinatili ang titig sa daan ngunit kagat na ang pang-ibabang labi.
Nanunuyo ang lalamunan ko sa kanya. Ngayong alam ko na ang totoo, parang tinubuan pa ako ng hiya. I'm not used to him looking like this. Too hot and too massive.
Nakarating din naman kami sa isang secluded island sa Siargao. I used my IDs for check-in since I had already booked one in advance. Ilang beses ko kasing nabanggit kay mommy kaya siya ang umasikaso para hindi na mahirapan.
Trison was now wearing his cap and his shades. He was pulling my things, acting like a damn bodyguard, not to be that suspicious, as he doesn't want to attract any that might mistake him for Wallace when it was him.
Medyo gumagabi na. Gusto kong bukas na lamang maligo habang nasa dalampasigan kami kasama ang isang tent na inihanda niya sa gilid at tahimik ko siyang pinanood na nagseset-up ng bonfire.
He would sometimes glance at me. At sa tuwing magkakatinginan kami, ngingiti siya.
Niyakap ko ang mga binti ko at ipinatong ang baba ko sa magkadikit na tuhod ko. He's really different from his old self. His physique seems too dangerous. Matangkad na nga, sa katawan niya, alam mong marahas siya. At talagang napatunayan ko iyon sa Batangas.
