Big lies - Miguel O'Hara fan fic

Chapter 99

Smut warning
Y/n POV
The later the day
I was just upstairs putting Gabriella to sleep I just sat down seeing her sleep peacefully I just had so much in my head.... I just got out of her room walking in the bedroom and just deciding to take a bath.... a very long bath..... I just sat there quietly and put my head on the tub just looking up at the ceiling..... after spending like a hour in there I got out and got ready for bed I just put on a black silk night gown and just lay down..... finally getting rest which I thought I was... once I got myself to sleep.. I just felt Miguel pulling me closed to him kissing my neck... I pushed him off
" hey what the hell..." I said
He ignore me and kept kissing me down my neck...
" no" I said trying to push him off of me....
He just got on me and roughly kissed me.... and that's when he tasted like alcohol.....
" your drunk..." i whispered as he stopped and looked at me...
" no I'm not..." he said and kept kissing me... I just pushed him very roughly and just cover myself with the blanket.... he just wouldn't stop he kept removing the blanket and got on me and kept kissing me down my neck and feeling his hand going down my thigh and lift up my gown...
" I SAID NO MIGUEL!" I just pushed him off again but even more roughly
" I'm not in the mood..." I said and just closed my eyes... till he wasn't having it..... he flipped me over making me lay on my stomach and pulled my hair making me look at him...
" how many times I have to warn you y/n...." he whispered on my ear
" not to get me mad..." he said I just kept moving trying to get him off but couldn't...  he was holding onto my wrist and the other lifting up my hips.... I just let out a sighed and kept moving so he could get off but he wouldn't.... I let out a gasped feeling him...he just let go of my wrist and put his whole weight on me and kept thrusting in Harsh.... everything just happened so fast I felt so much pain on my neck and felt  something dripping down my neck......he placed his hand on my neck and started moving fast... till I felt him slow down and let out a moan... I just knew he was closed... I felt him grip onto my neck and I let out a gasped feeling him come inside of me..... he just flopped on me breathing heavily.....I was trying to process all this I just pushed him off making him fall out the bed he just looked up having an anger look...I got out the bed and he was already standing in front of me.....
" what the hell was that.." he said
" are you kidding me Miguel I just pushed of the damn bed what about you forcing me to have sex with you?"
" HUH WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!" I shouted
" YOU LISTEN HERE!" He shouted and pushed me onto the wall harsh
The fear I felt... my eyes were just watering.... he notice the tear fall down...
His anger look went away and realized what he did...
" y/n..." he said I just walked in the restroom just locking myself in..... I felt a tear fall down
Seeing small bruises on my neck.... the mark he left me.... just the pain.... he was never this rough... I don't get why he decide to do this......
" y/n please open the door.." he said
" I'm sorry..." he said
I just stood there quietly looking at myself in the mirror....  I sat down on the floor and place my head on the wall closing my eyes..... and that was the whole night.... just me being locked up in here.... I open my eyes
And felt that I wanted out.... I needed to get out......
It was already morning... Miguel was knocking on the restroom door...
" y/n...?" He said
" please open the door I'm sorry for last night...." he said  but no answer
" y/n?" He said and still no answer
He kicked down the door seeing her gone...
He went downstairs seeing the babysitter taking care of Gabriella
" morning mr O'Hara" she said
" hey you know where y/n went?" He asked
" she said she had to do some errands" she said
" oh" he said he just put on his shoes and jacket on and drove off to the city trying to finding her he went to every single place she would be but still no sign of her....
The whole day she was gone she didn't even came back home.....